承诺

[Own Lyric]

明白这一切都在　
只是我做的太晚
只是我一直没机会实现
故事虽然都充满着遗憾　
但我就只能存在思念
我想要的事什么
就只有你给的承诺
就只有你的微笑
那就是我的全部所有
梦里面对着星星说
一切因你而困惑
一切因你而迷惑
我最想要什么
就是你一生一世给的承诺
最后终究还是一无所有
在安静的夜数着星星说
或许寂寞也忘记我
我真的不想再受到任何伤害　
原来童话根本就不存在
你给我的结局是无可取代
我的心从来就未有过未来
我想要的事什么
就只有你给的承诺
就只有你的微笑
那就是我的全部所有
梦里面对着星星说
一切因你而困惑
一切因你而迷惑
我最想要什么
就是你一生一世给的承诺
最后终究还是一无所有
在安静的夜数着星星说
或许寂寞也忘记我
就在今晚关于我
诚实面对为你流的泪
不必回避需要　
就只想把你抱紧
我想要的事什么
就只有你给的承诺
就只有你的微笑
那就是我的全部所有
梦里面对着星星说
一切因你而困惑
一切因你而迷惑
我最想要什么
就是你一生一世给的承诺
最后终究还是一无所有
在安静的夜数着星星说
或许寂寞也忘记我
寂寞也忘记我
忘记我了吧忘记

一定要爱你

[Own Lyric]

虽然我们相识的日子
还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情
已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个
天真善良温柔的男孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能再给我一次说爱你的机会
就让我好好的爱你关心你
真的只想真心真意对你说
我爱你一定爱到
花都开了鸟儿把歌唱了
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放
鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹都映出你的美
我爱你一定爱到
海枯石烂永远都不会后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌
唱给心爱的女神
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我好好去爱你

虽然我们相识的日子
还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情
已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个
天真善良温柔的男女神
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会
让我好好的爱你
我爱你一定爱到
花都开了鸟儿把歌唱了
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放
鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹都映出你的美
我爱你一定爱到
海枯石烂永远都不会后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌
唱给心爱的女神
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我好好去爱你

我爱你一定爱到
海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌
唱给心爱的女神
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

爱你

爱你,所以选择相信。
相信你对我的真诚。

爱你,所以选择听从。
听从你所有的吩咐。

爱你,所以选择坦诚。
坦诚我所有的事情。

爱你
也许就是我的宿命。
不愿意逃离属于你的一切。
就只是因为“我爱你”

因为

我像个小孩,喜欢躲在你的怀里撒娇。
我像个小孩,喜欢安静的看你的表情。
我像个小孩,喜欢看着电话翻阅你的照片。
我像个小孩,喜欢在你身后抱着你那温暖的身躯。
我像个小孩,喜欢手牵着你的手慢慢的慢步在海边。
我像个小孩,喜欢坐着两人的摩托车上靠在你的肩旁。
我像个小孩,喜欢你说爱我的时候。

认识到你,也许就是我的福份。

要不是你,我不会知道真正的幸福。
要不是你,我不会有一个那么疼我的人。
要不是你,我不会每天都在角落想着某人。


因为你,我知道了爱。
因为你,我认识了幸福。
因为你,我变得对爱情执着。
因为你,我相信爱情不是谎言。
因为你,我变得更加爱惜自己。
因为你,我爱得无法自拔。

你要对我的爱“负责”噢
我会永远守护着你的身边

ＬＯＶＥ

ＬＯＶＥ
是爱
是喜欢
还是只是欣賞
爱是百分之百,你无時无刻都在想,思念着他
喜欢有百分之八十,你常常都会想到他,思念他
而欣賞只剩百分之六十,你只有偶尔会想到,和思念著他
欣賞会让人积极,喜欢会让人开心
但爱卻会让人伤心
当你欣賞一個人,你不见得会喜欢他,也不见得会爱上他
当你喜欢的一个人,有可能你只是欣賞他,但你也有可能会爱上他
当你爱一个人时,你一定是基於欣賞,慢慢变成喜欢,然后最后成了爱
当你和他搭讪时,刚开始那只是出於“欣賞”
当你们交往一段时间后,可能会变成“喜欢”
但也可能永远只能停留在“欣賞”,至於“愛”,很难說,說不定你一輩子都找不到

ＬＩＫＥ
有人問:你为什么喜欢一个人
我只能夠说出为什么不喜欢一个人,卻说不出为什么喜欢一个人
喜欢一个人,是一种感觉
不喜欢一个人,卻是事实
事实容易解释,感觉卻难以言喻
爱情是忽然有一個人,我们觉得一见如故,我们的內分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的变化,很想靠近她,想拥抱她
以后无论快乐或哀愁,我們也想不起当初为什么爱她
因只有当我們不爱一个人时,才会找出不爱她的原因 　　　　　

ＡＤＭＩＲＥ
每个人都有屬於自己的一個故事
在这故事里,你应该努力地演好自己的角色
如果剧本是自己写的,我相信，这个世界里再不会有悲剧出现
只可惜編剧一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了变化，这剧戏任你再怎么努力去演,到了最后只会成為悲剧
一生当中,會有很多跟你合演的人
但最终,只有一个可以幫你完成这剧戏

我找到了我真正爱的人
怎么就只是维持那么短的时间
是我还做得不够吗

緣份

緣份
是一种很炫的東西
它通常是在不知不觉中出现
当它存在之时,你可能不会珍惜
期待它到來时,它卻一直都不出现
所以
从此刻开始,大家要懂得珍惜它
虽然实际上才认识不久,不過感觉上卻像好久好久
你有这种感觉
就是你们很谈得來,什么都分享,什么都聊,一輩子也不厌倦的

我们有緣而相识
我们有緣而相聚
我们有緣而交換心灵
我们应该彼此珍惜相处的每一刻
更应该珍惜你現在所拥有的一切
此生才不会悔憾

第一次

[Own Lyric]

第一次感觉到你的视线
就觉得很深的亲切感
难道是我误会了吗
深思
慎思
是确确实实的爱上你
有了很强的触电感觉
你那微笑让我像笨蛋一样
为了让你永远爱着我
我会把我的全部都给你
我的爱
我的心
我的性命都交托在你手上
要我生就生
要我死就死
绝无半句怨言
就让我们彼此永远都这样
永远都这样粘在一块
彼此的心连心
任何阻挠都不能分开我们
我们就是不要分开
因为我只愿爱你一个人
就因为我只要爱你一个人
永远都用我的心全心全意地爱你一个人
一生一世就只是要爱你一个人
永不改变的心意

你在哪里,我的心就在那里

当你在梦中轻触我的脸颊
温柔使整个宇宙为之颤抖
于是我情愿化作一粒小小的尘埃
溶入永远不醒的梦境

有阳光的地方就有我的笑容
有星星的地方就有我的眼睛
因为你在哪里,我的心就在那里

伴着淡淡的月色
迎着点点星光
读着微微瓢动在风中的言语
此时此刻占据在心中的依然是对你深深的思念

夜里
伴着对你的思念进入梦乡
清晨
带着对你的依恋走出梦境
亲爱的
你知道我多么的爱你吗

或许我没有太阳般狂热的爱
也没有流水般绵长的情
只知道不断的爱你爱你
只知道无所不能的为你

所有的相思只为有你
我的梦想就是和你在一起
我的天堂就是有你居住的地方

爱情之我见

其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣

其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子从来不会真正生他们的气
因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他
　　
其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子

你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
她根本不会来在乎你关心你
她是怕你做错事情
你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
她根本不会对你发火
不会冲你撒娇
不会让你哄她
因为在别人面前她都是淑女
你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
你根本就没有本事让她哭泣
即使让她生气也不会超过2天
　　
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她
　　
于是
你们时常争吵
你认为她脾气不好
她认为你不够迁就她
　　
于是
你们总是冷战
你以为她不喜欢你
她以为你不在乎她

于是
你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过
也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福
　　
你要知道
凄美依然是美的一种
并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑
那是更加的美
　　
因为她喜欢你
所以才偶尔冲你发火
时常对你撒娇

因为她喜欢你
所以才会生你的气
　　
因为喜欢你
她才不会去生气那么久

你可知道
每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的
晶莹剔透
很容易就碰伤摔碎
　　
你可知道
每个女孩子都是不设防的
你那么轻易就闯进她的心
走的时候却只留下伤害
　　
她从来都不知道
这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人
因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭
她会很矜持
她会很骄傲
她会很冷淡
她总是嘴里说着“你走开”
心里却一直叫你留下

请竖起你的耳朵
也请打开你的心
去听她内心真正的呼唤吧
而不是她嘴里的口是心非
　　
她会看着你转身
然后她跟着你转身
当侧身而过的时候
你看不见她的泪
那是滂沱在心里的泪
　　
如果你喜欢她
请多陪陪她
如果你喜欢她
请多宠宠她
如果你喜欢她
请多让让她
如果你喜欢她
请你去听听她内心的声音
那是一种呐喊
请你张开臂膀拥抱她
　　
在爱情世界里
总是彼此伤害着
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱到轰轰烈烈
　　
可是
爱情没有孰对孰错
更没有你比我多我比你少的概念
　　
你爱她，她爱你
如此就已经足够
不要试图让彼此受伤
不要让彼此更加脆弱悲伤
彼此相爱需要的是温暖
彼此相爱需要的是幸福
彼此相爱需要的是甜蜜
彼此相爱需要的是快乐
彼此相爱需要的不是伤害
　　
不要用沉默宣战
不要互不相让
更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去
　　
要知道
当你离去的时候
你的眼睛起了雾
她的眼角泛着泪光
　　
越是安静
战火就越传
这是冷战
也是彼此的伤害
无论以后怎么的复合
那些伤口是曾经存在的
是你怎么也抹不去的
　　
请给她一个拥抱
用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水
　　
她喜欢你
她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱
她只会害怕你的冷漠
她只会害怕你转身的无声安静
　　
请记住
相爱的人不要宣战
因为带来的伤害超出你的预计

请记住
只要你喜欢她
没什么是你接受不了的
只要你喜欢她
就喜欢她的一切一切

那么她所有的小性子
那么她所有的坏脾气
那么她所有的臭毛病
在你眼里都是撒娇

请记住
她喜欢你
需要的不是你真的转身
她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话
她只是想你宠她
她只是想你抱她
　　
哪怕，没有道歉

爱情的人生

有没有想过
我爱你是代表什么意思么

爱情上
如果你一说，你就要对这三个字负责
这“我爱你”三个字
不是随随便便这么轻口一说的
而是要发自内心而真心的

“我爱你”三个字有3种意思
1.感情上和爱琴上的“我爱你”
2.儿女对父母上的“我爱你”
3.学生对老师上的“我爱你”

在爱情上
有很多难理解的事
有很多复杂的事

情侣上的男女朋友
当一个男的和一个女的是情侣后
那个女的却因别的男孩比她自己的男朋友好而爱上别的男孩而不爱自己爱她的男朋友
当一个男的和一个女的是情侣后
那个男的却因别的女孩比他自己的女朋友好而爱上别的女孩而不爱自己爱他的女朋友
往往双方都会提出“分手”这两个字
“分手”其实说起来简简单单
但是，你有没有想过对方的感受呢
有没有感受他/她现在的心情呢
“分手”也不是轻易可以说出口的
也不能因为一些事情而提出“分手”
“分手”就像一把锋利的刀一样
一但说“分手”
它就会用尖尖的头去刺你的心让你心痛

交往的爱情虽然很艰难
但是要一起手牵手
一起努力的把爱情走下去
而不能因一点事而抛弃对方而说“分手”
爱情只有坚持才有胜利
让彼此一起手牵手，一起努力
祝我们永远幸福快乐
让我们的爱情长长久久
一生一世就只愿对你说我爱你

爱情感言

真正的爱情是痛苦的
爱的越深
痛苦就越深
有时候痛苦往往是唯一可以表现爱情的深度的
可是怎样的痛苦代表了怎样爱情的深度呢
有没有时间成本
边际成本怎样计算
又是想不通的地方了
难道随着时间的推移
痛苦的程度在减小就是爱情在消退吗？
是不是很无聊
一直认为爱情在人的一生中很重要
要是不相爱的两个人在一起是多么痛苦的事情啊
爱多爱少爱情总是要存在的
爱一个人要爱值得你爱的那个人
人的一生很短暂
要勇于放弃很多
一种生活、精神的改变总是存在阵痛的
每个女孩子都应该爱自己，这样才能爱别人,别人才能更加爱你
我们要承认
爱情不是永远正确的
在爱情继续时
我们无法修正错误，就结束错误吧
我爱我的老婆，老婆也很爱我
我希望这种爱可以一直持续
让我们可以白头偕老
让我们可以永结同心
让我们可以百年好合
不过世界上的事情很难说
爱情尤其不可琢磨
我为我此刻拥有爱情而幸福开心
有一天假如我要失去这份爱情的时候
我也不会后悔我对你的爱
因为此时此刻彼此都是真心对彼此
因为此时此刻彼此都努力呵护我们的爱情
让世人见证我们的爱情永不止息

爱情证书

寂寞当然有一点
你不在我身边
总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言
最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言
学着谅解学着不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞跃黑夜和考验
日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明从此不孤独
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言
学着谅解学着不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞跃黑夜和考验

爱情是永不止息

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人
这是多么大的福气
或许没有你想象的那么好
但应该也不会那么糟糕

所以
知福惜福好还珍惜
多说关怀话
少说责备话
　　
如果你懂得珍惜
你会发现你获得的越来越多
如果一味的追求
你会发现你失去的越来越快

爱情合理就好
不要委屈将就
不要相信完美的爱情
其实
只要你知道
彼此有缺点
是一种纯朴的

可爱就足够了
　　
可以浪漫
但不要浪费
可以随时牵手
但不要随便分手

我们拥有一只鞋子的时候
才会明白失去另一只鞋子的滋味
失去的东西总是最好的
消逝的恋情总是刻骨铭心的
珍惜或放下都是生命中必经的过程

做好自己的本分
不要为了讨好别人改变自己
当然
也不要为了某些因素固执不通
相爱的时候需要真诚
争执的时候需要沟通
生气的时候需要冷静
愉快的时候需要分享
指责的时候需要谅解
结婚的时候需要包容
　　
一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
与其众里寻求千百回
不如疼惜眼前真情人
　　
爱情再怎么坚固
总是无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天慌地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从

但
爱情不是等你有空才珍惜

当我孤单寂寞时至少还有你

我以为
自己应该是最寂寞的人
却忘记了
身边还有你那双温暖的眼神
就算现在再怎么寂寞 也算不上什么
因为有你陪着我
我以为
自己应该是最孤独的人
却忽略了
心中还有你那份美丽的温存
再怎么孤独 也算不上无助
因为有你对我的关心
当我孤独的时候 如果可以抱抱老公
那该有多甜蜜丫
当我寂寞的时候 如果可以想想老公
那该有多幸福丫
当我孤独的时候 就这样抱着老公
一辈子都不放弃老公
当我寂寞的时候 就这样想着老公
一生都只为老公珍惜
老婆爱你一生一世 也想你一辈子

遇见你,是最幸福的

人海茫茫
遇见一个人容易
但遇见一个属于你的人难
但是我们始终会遇见
因为我们之间的缘分总会把我们牵引在一起
在一个月前我遇见了你
从此以后觉得自己变幸福了

从一个月前走到现在不容易
两个分隔两地的人靠着网络的联系
每当我想你的时候我就看着我们的聊天记录
当你有事的时候我却不在你身边陪伴你
使我觉得我没有尽到一个男朋友的责任

怕自己会在哪一天失去你的时候很难过
但我始终控制不住自己勇敢大声对你说我爱你
每当你需要我的时候
我都不在你身边
但是我需要你的时候你总是出现在我的msn里
你名字在线上一闪一闪的
我的心温暖起来了

当你知道我不开心
你会在线上的那一端安慰着我
虽然这个时候我们相隔着很远
但是在我最需要你的时候你在线上的那端出现了
我已经心满意足了，感觉到自己是幸福的
真的觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人了

也许
在将来的哪一天我们会分开
我会难过
不知道那时的我们会怎么样
但是我会告诉你我不会后悔
因为曾经和你在一起
因为和你在一起时是最幸福的
我会珍惜现在的每分每秒
现在我天天盼着我们相聚的时刻
因为这样我们可以在一起
幸福快乐的度过每一分每一秒
遇见你,是最幸福的!!

在心里永远就只有个你

前世多少次的回眸才能换得与你相逢
如果错过将是我最大的遗憾
不想过尽千帆才懂得最初的真心才是最美好
所以，我愿做你的北极星
无论什么时候依旧会看到我为你守侯的身影

大声喊出我爱你,时刻把你放心底
点击鼠标的情意,传达爱你的蜜语
在心里从此永远有个你
谢谢你让我遇到你
谢谢你也让我爱上你
不管风风雨雨
不问明天在哪里
我都会永远的陪伴你

当你不开心的时候
我会陪你流泪
当你不快乐的时候
我就是你的开心果
当你孤独的时候
有我在陪你说话
当你伤感的时候
我会和你一样的忧郁
当你梦见我的时候
那一定是我在想你了

不要你给我太多
不要你的任何承诺
也不要你的任何责任
不要你能深深的记着我
不要你记着我们的一切一切
只想让你偶尔的时候还会想起我
偶尔想起那个那么深深爱你的人
那个带着微笑给你温柔的
那个给你完完整整的心

如果我有一碗粥，我会把其中一半给你
因为我一直都相信你就是我的另一半，我不能没有你
我会用我的100%的真心去对待你，对待我心爱的人

我要你知道
这世界上有一个人是永远爱着你的
不管是在什么时候
不管你是在什么地方
反正你知道
总有这样一个人

疼你
念你
关心你
在乎你
你就是他的全部

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
我知道你很孤单
如果可以
我愿变成童话你你爱的那个天使守护你

如果说我们没有缘分
那我们就不会想识
缘分只是一个代言词
真正的爱是发自内心的

心心相印
情投意和
愿意为他做任何事

如果你是真心喜欢一个人
请不要放弃而勇敢地去面对
珍惜现在所拥有的

你相信月老吗？
相信爱情吗？

如果相信的话
那你就要坚持
坚持就是胜利

爱是幸福的也是快乐的
爱是理解
爱也是宽容
爱是永恒的

因为有爱我们才能走在一起
因为有爱，世界才变得那么美好

爱是微笑
爱是快乐
爱是幸福

而幸福呢是要靠自己努力争取的
所以不要轻易放弃爱

如果说要给爱加一个期限
我希望是永远
我希望是一生一世
我希望是一万年
来证明我对你的爱
永远也不会改变

与你相遇，是我最大的福份
与你相爱，是我最大的快乐
如果能够和你在一起，是我们最大的幸福
真正的爱也许是为你默默做事
在我心里从此永远有个你，写给我最爱的人芬芬

最值得交往的星座

第一名：寶瓶座
寶瓶座個性特別
很吸引人
交往起來會有不一樣的感受
對 於希望得到不俗套戀情的你來說
還有哪個星座比寶瓶座更適合呢？
個性方面的獨特性當然是沒得說
他們的聰明與先知在談戀愛上也發揮得很出色
“算計”細節 精確到你何時會需要喝可樂、何時會需要喝果汁
除開這些體貼至微的小感動
你還能感受到寶瓶座最難能可貴的開明精神
寶瓶男不會刻意要求愛人必須是會三 從四德的賢妻良母
寶瓶女不會特別苛求愛人是頂天立地的無淚男子漢
寶瓶情人很尊重愛人
不拘泥于傳統的戀愛婚姻模式
所以他們不會在意你的身 份地位等
僅僅只是愛你這個人

值得叫“老公”的男人

老公
就是那个怕你的工作餐带得不够
又悄悄往饭盒里添菜的“坏男人”

老公
就是那个你将碗里吃剩的饭像倒垃圾一样倒进他碗里
而他还吃得像小猪一样欢天喜地的“傻男人”

老公
就是那个白天吵架不理你
就是那个闹得不可开交
而半夜为你拉好踢开的被角的“小气男人”

老公
就是那个钱包里只剩300大洋
却全力劝你买下700大洋你看中的一件衣服
帮你刷卡而自己顾不得买条领带的“笨男人”

老公
就是那个你偷懒跟他撒娇
要他为你倒水洗脚而明知中计还乐不可滋中套的“可爱男人”

老公，就是那个冬天怕你脚冷
而将你一双没有洗的脚紧紧抱在怀里的那个不怕臭的男人
简称“臭男人”

老公
就是那个吃了你放多了盐和辣椒的菜一边擤鼻涕一边勐喝茶
还不忘流着泪摇头晃脑说:老婆做的菜真好吃的“可怜男人”

老公
就是那个星期六早晨你睡眼蒙胧去卫生间
他突然从门角跳出来抱你将你吓一大跳的“可恨男人”

老公
就是那个陪你吃饭
就是那个陪你逛街
就是那个陪你回家
就是那个过马路紧紧牵着你小手的“三陪男人”

老公
就是那个下雨时将自己外套脱下
用胳膊为你遮风挡雨自己一身湿的“大男人”

女人
记住老公
就是那个不让你吃亏的男人

老公
就是那个让你有了他而不屑看其他男人一眼的男人

老公
就是那个一向吝啬的你
舍得在他身上花钱而竟然不心痛的男人

老公
就是那个让你星期六早晨放弃睡懒觉
而甘愿起床为他和他家人做早餐的男人

老公
就是那个让从前心高气傲不食人间烟火的你
变成现在单位、家庭两点一线贤妻良母的男人

老公
就是那个看到别人的脏衣服都觉恶心
却将他穿一星期未换黑不见底的臭袜子洗得雪白而毫无怨言的男人

老公
就是那个你不顾一切阻力
就是那个为他受尽一切屈辱再穷再苦也心甘情愿跟他厮守一生的男人

老公
就是那个让从不懂节约大手大脚的你
变成现在和菜贩子坦然砍价
宁愿多走二站路赶公共汽车的男人

老公
就是那个让你每个空余时间都希望有他陪伴
就是那个出差后让你掰着指头数归期的男人

老公
就是那个让你因为他感冒而心痛得流泪
就是那个看到他多吃一碗饭而开心的男人

老公
就是那个让在家烧饭你看到天外下了雨
而丢下一切拿起伞去给他送伞的男人

女人
记住老公
就是那个你舍不得给他亏吃的男人

因为我是你的男朋友

如果我是你的男朋友
过马路时会在你的左侧
汽车要撞也会先撞到我

如果我是你的男朋友
我会像小孩子一样
让你手牵着手晃来晃去
不时的让我转个360度看你在笑

如果我是你的男朋友
我会亲自帮你挑裙子
我会亲自帮你挑项链
让每个男孩都看到你流口水的衣服染上了别的色
你也要鼓励我,用雕牌去污能力强

如果我是你的男朋友
我会在逛街的时候突然消失
出其不意的送给你一束红玫瑰

如果我是你的男朋友
我会在吵架之后让你爆打一顿
尽管我身上肉不多
你要是怕打痛手就用就棍子打吧
不过不要打死,可以留到下次的

因为我是你的男朋友
我会在让着你
永远的让你得势

因为我是你的男朋友
我会给让你给我起很多很多可爱又笨的外号
有事没事换着叫

因为我是你的男朋友
我会在你的姐妹面前给足你面子
当个实足的苦力

因为我是你的男朋友
我会让大家都知道你是绝世好女友

因为我是你的男朋友
我会只在你面前装笨
学豆豆一样逗你开心

因为我是你的男朋友
我会在打电话给你的时候不让你父母知道
省得他二老对你升堂过问

因为我是你的男朋友
我会要你给我买最大的戒指
拥你入怀,看着你幸福的笑容

因为我是你的男朋友
我会因为你而铭记一首歌
将来不论走到哪里
听到那首歌都会让我驻足让我想起你

如果我是你的男朋友
如果我知道我们注定不可能在一起很久
我会永远默默的思念你
直到老去的那一天

因为我是你的男朋友
如果我将不久于人世了
我会不让你伤心的离开我

因为我是你的男朋友
我会死在你后面
因为我不想让你难过
我会在对你深深地思念中慢慢的老去

因为我是你的男朋友
我会希望有来世
让我还做你的男朋友

因为我是你的男朋友
我会和你一起去看夜景
从口袋里掏出硬币抛向夜空
轻声对你说：“我买下这片月光，送给你……亲爱的！”

只因为我爱你

夜幕的思念是一种甜蜜的忧愁
无尽的想念是一种苦涩的期待
想你是一种幸福的忧伤
念你是一种美丽的向往

曾几何时看过这么一句话
因为思念一个人而变得寂寞
因为疼爱一个人而变得温柔
庆幸，寂寞的时候有你可以让我可以想你
温柔的时候有你可以让我温柔
有一个让我有理由去执着和坚强面对的你

只因为我爱你
所以我才会在意你的一举一动
所以我才会在意你的一言一行
所以我才会在一边默默的关心你
所以我才会在一边默默的照顾你
所以我才会在一边默默的呵护你

只因为我爱你
所以才会忍痛叫你一定要冷静的考虑我们之间的问题
所以才会忍痛的对你说如果觉得我给不了你幸福就拒绝我不要怕伤害我
其实我恨不得把你永远留在身边
也不知道自己能不能承受得了
也许自己只是假装坚强而已

只因为我爱你
所以才会因为你不经意的一句话或喜或悲
所以才会因为你不经意的一句话患得患失
所以才会因为你不经意的一句话生出无数的猜想

只因为我爱你
我才会想要努力的做的更好
我才会千方百计的默默付出
我才会想比任何人都关心你疼爱你
我才会生怕你受一丁点委屈
却还在一直默默自卑
觉得自己不够好，配不上优秀的你

只因为我爱你
我才会一有空闲就忍不住的给你电话给你信息问你吃饭了没有照顾好自己了没有
我才会没事的时候会傻傻的望着手机发呆，那是我在盼着你信息的到来，盼着你的电话

只因为我爱你
我才会每次跟你通话的时候都希望你主动跟我说声‘想你了……宝贝……’才会一遍又一遍的问你想没想我
我才会一次又一次要求你叫我声‘宝贝’

只因为我爱你
我才会害怕给你电话信息多了你会感觉厌烦
我才会在当你每次说要挂断电话的时候心里空落落的感觉
我才会要求你跟我再说几分钟

只因为我爱你
我才会当你说困了想休息的时候很不情愿的跟你说再见
尽管我是那么的希望能和你在说说话
因为我需要你健健康康的

只因为我爱你
我才会要求你管我也听从也喜欢你管我
因为那样让我感觉你在乎我，会让我有幸福的感觉

我爱你
我决定付出
即使痛苦也甘愿

我爱你
所以我必须执着
即使心碎也无悔

我爱你
所以我情愿等待
即使无期也值得

亲爱的老婆芬芬
因为我爱你
所以我甘愿
也无悔
更觉的值得

爱一个人

爱一个人
要了解也要开解
爱一个人
要道歉也要道谢
爱一个人
要认错也要改错
爱一个人
要体贴也要体谅
爱一个人
是接受而不是忍受
爱一个人
是宽容而不是纵容
爱一个人
是支持而不是支配
爱一个人
是慰问而不是质问
爱一个人
是倾诉而不是控诉
爱一个人
是难忘而不是遗忘
爱一个人
是彼此交流而不是凡事交代
爱一个人
是为对方默默祈求而不是向对方诸多要求
爱一个人
可以浪漫但不要浪费
爱一个人
不要随便牵手更不要随便放手
如此，才是“有你便是家”

爱是什么

爱是一种了解的渴望
爱上一个人，就会渴望了解对方的一切
把所经历和感受的一切当作最珍贵的财富接受过来精心地保护着
如果你和一个异性发生了极亲密的关系
但你并没有这种了解他（她）的渴望
那么，你肯定没爱上他（她）
你们之间只是一段风流姻缘罢了。
　　
爱就是对被爱者怀着一些莫须有的哀怜
做一些不必要的事情
怕对方冻着饿着
担心他（她）遇到意外
好好的突然想到他（她）有朝一日死了怎么办
轻轻地抚摸他（她）像是抚摸病人或是易损的瓷器
爱就是做被爱者的保护人的冲动
尽管在旁人看来这种保护毫无必要。
　　
“爱就是奉献”
如果除去这句话可能具有的说教意味，便的确是真理
准确地揭示了爱这种情感的本质
爱是一种奉献的激情
爱上一个人
就会遏制不住地想为对方做些什么
就会遏制不住地想使对方快乐
而且是绝对不求回报的
爱者的快乐就在这奉献之中
在他（她）所创造的被爱者的快乐之中
最明显的例子是父母对幼仔的爱，推而广之，一切真爱均应如此
可以用这个标准去衡量男女之恋中真爱所占的比重，剩下的就只是情欲罢了
　　
爱又是一种温柔的呵护
不论男女，真爱的时候必定温柔
爱一个人，就是心疼他（她），怜他（她），宠他（她）
女人对男人也一样
再幸运的女人也有受苦的时候
再强大的男人也有弱小的时候
所以温柔的呵护总有其理由和机会
爱本质上是一种指向弱小者的感情
在爱中，占优势的是提供保护的冲动而非寻求依靠的需要
如果以寻求强大的靠山为目的
那么，正因为再强的强者也有弱的时候和方面，使这种结合一开始就隐藏着破裂的必然性
　　
爱就是心疼
可以喜欢很多人，但真正心疼的只有一个
爱一个人
就是心疼一个人
爱得深了，潜在的父性或母性必然会参加进来
只是迷恋，并不心疼，这样的爱还只停留在感官上，没有深入到心窝里，往往不能持久

认识你真好

如果说你的思念淡如暗香萦绕
那我的思念却浓如雨后的青草、疯长不止
从不言相思在眉头
于是不再问你在哪里，也不问我们之间有多远的距离
因为你就住在我心里
我始终记得那美妙的一瞬
在我眼前出现了你
犹如昙花一现的幻影
犹如纯洁之美的精灵
在那绝望的忧愁苦恼中
在那喧嚣的虚荣困饶中
我的耳边长久向着你温柔的声音
我还在睡梦中见到你的面影
狂暴的激情驱散了往日的幻想
我的心欢喜的跳跃
为了老婆
一切重新来过都是值得的

我真的很在乎你

我虽然不懂浪漫情怀
其实我只是说不出来
我是性格比较内向的男孩
风起的时候你别走开
好吧为了你
我努力去改

其实我很在乎你
难道你真不明白
虽然我表达不了太多的爱
却有好多眼泪流出来

其实我很在乎你
风中飞花也明白
就算我不够热情不够现代
可是我会永远这么乖

其实我很在乎你
当你对我不闻不问的时候
就算你在恨我
我也会永远记着你

其实我很在乎你
即使你不知道我在爱你
就算你在忘却我
我也会永远在乎你

有一天
你问我永远会有多远
我说永远就是一瞬间
你说那你会在乎我多久
我说生命能够走多远我就会在乎你多久

你知道吗
我是很在乎你的
就像在乎自己一样
只是你不知道
我有多爱你

因为爱你老婆

眼前的容颜依如从前
一声一笑都不曾改变
为这一天我已等待千年
对你的思念年复一年
对你的爱年复一年
记忆里你的笑容灿烂
像阳光一样将我温暖
是你让我懂得爱是何物
没有你的我如此孤独
这份爱让我执着千年
你悲伤的眼神让我心痛
忘不掉往事的一幕一幕
你早已是我生命的全部
想永远将你拥在怀中
愿给你全世界的幸福

我爱着你

在那个绿色的春季
我爱上了你，
你的眼神
你的微笑
都让我如此痴迷。
世事无常
我们都会经历了很多风风雨雨
我们都会经历了很多苦乐悲喜，
我们有那么多难忘的回忆。
你的笑容是我心中最灿烂的风景
不可能将你忘记，潇洒而离去
因为我已沉迷其中，情难自己
因为我已爱你太深太深，挥不去记忆中你的点点滴滴
我是爱你的傻猪
愿为你祈祷，想到你我会甜蜜的笑
我是爱你的傻猪
愿为你祝福，期盼来生与你再相遇
就这样，我爱着你，深深的、默默的、久久的爱你
就这样，我爱着你，无怨无悔，用我的一生爱你

爱与被爱

在我们的一生中会遇到你最爱的人
在我们的一生中会遇到最爱你的人
还有个就是是共度一生的人
首先会遇到你最爱的人
然後体会到爱的感觉
因为了解被爱的感觉
所以才能发现最爱你的人
当你经历过爱人与被爱
学会了爱
才会知道什么是你需要的
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人
你最爱的，往往没有选择你
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
爱一个人
也可以用另一种方式拥有
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆
如果你真爱一个人
就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好
也爱他的坏
爱他的优点也爱他的缺点
绝不能因为爱他就希望他变成自己所希望的样子
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
感情必须付出而不是只想获得
分开是一种必然的考验
如果你们感情不够稳固只好认输

痴心话语

如果世界只剩10分钟，我会和你一同回忆走过的风雨
如果世界只剩3分钟，我会深深吻你10次
如果世界只剩1分钟，我会说60次我爱你

我爱你
可我不敢说
我怕说了我就去死
我不怕死
我怕我死了以后没有人像我这么爱你

我有十万个我爱你
每天分一个给你
那可以分273年又355天
但是我们都活不了那么久
所以我下辈子
所以我下下辈子都还要继续说我爱你

你想我是应该的
你应该还要更想我才对
因为你已经偷走我的心

对你的甜言蜜语

现在每天醒来睁开眼见到的是墙上你那似阳光般的笑靥
好想哪天醒来时
第一眼所触及的是真正的你那似花般甜甜的睡容
如果活著
是上帝赋予我最大的是 命
那么活么有你
将会是上帝赋予我使命中最大的恩赐
不要问我爱你有多深
我真的说不出来
只知道你已成为我生活中的一种习惯
只知道你已成为我生活中不可或缺的习惯
每 天每天可以不吃饭
每 天每天不睡觉
每 天每天却无法不想你
每 天每天不愿意醒来时
台灯投射在墙上只有我孤独的身影
好想从现在开始抱着你
紧紧的抱着你一直走到上帝面 前
这辈子最疯狂的事，就是爱上了你
最大的希望，就是有你陪我疯一辈子
真的
假如输了你，赢了世界又如何
如果爱上你也算是一种错
我深信这会是 生命中最美丽的错
那我情愿错一辈子
或许我没有太阳般狂热的爱
也没有流水般绵长的情
只知道不断的爱你爱你
无所不能的为你付出

爱的思索—致给我爱的人

爱
爱应该是两性之间一种默契
一种双方都愿意为此付出自己的全部的承诺
爱可以容纳对方的一切缺点与不足
爱可以容纳对方的一切丑陋与卑微

爱
并不能用法律来确认
爱只能让心灵来碰撞而迸发火花
并且容纳对方
但并不是放弃帮助对方提高素质以适应社会

爱
并非只考虑对方的素质
并非只考虑对方的品德
并非只考虑对方的才能
并非只考虑对方的智慧
并非只考虑对方的美丽
而是决心与之共患难的信念

爱
不言生死
因为生死离爱太遥远
与其生死不渝不如真诚拥有每分每秒
爱没有隔阂
爱没有羞怯
爱不承认自己低下
爱不承认自己无能
爱不承认自己幼稚
爱的天地里只有真诚

爱
爱一个人很苦
爱一个人很累
因为默契并不是与生同来
爱需要经历一段不太短的时间

爱
爱的感觉里没有感激
爱的感觉里只有吸引
爱的感觉里只要有强烈的吸引
爱不是偿还债务
爱是累积更多更多的感情债务
爱永远不能偿还结清
爱不能犹豫迟疑
爱不能患得患失
爱只能设身处地
爱只能欢悦对方
爱不是性欲
爱是情感

完美的爱会令人激动一辈子
完美的爱永远使人不后悔
完美的爱永远激励着人奋发向上
完美的爱永远激励着人积极生活

爱不要求双方条件相当
爱需要双方付出相同的努力
爱需要真诚呼唤
爱需要真诚拥有
爱的真诚需要坦诚相对
爱的真诚需要相互鼓励

爱你怎么舍得让你痛

其实能让你牵挂的人就是你所爱的人
如果说你不爱他
为什么要牵挂他呢
我们每一个人都一样
有爱的人
也有牵挂的人
无论是家人还是恋人
爱他就对他说
不要埋藏在心里
但不代表盲目去爱
爱他就要让他幸福
不管跟不跟他在一起
爱他就让他快乐
爱他就让他开心
在背后默默的支持着
尊重他的每一个选择
这就是爱他的最好方式
爱不是嘴上说的
而是用心默许的
而是用行动表达的
光用嘴巴说是没意思的
要让他感受到你的爱
如果你爱他就放开他不要束缚
爱他就不能让他痛
要让他开心
要让他快乐
要让他幸福
爱他就要给他最好的
不在于物质的需求上
而是在于你的心是否在对方身上
让他感觉你爱他
如果你真的爱他就用心去感动他
如果你真的爱他就让他幸福
如果你真的爱他就让他快乐
就是你的职责

爱你怎么舍得让你痛

如果不小心伤害了你
你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意让你受委屈
既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃
Baby so sorry
Baby别伤心
我依然爱着你
我依然想着你
Baby别离去
没有你的日子我真的好空虚
Baby在一起
Baby别哭泣
我依然疼着你
我依然念着你
我的心永远属于你
原谅我这一次
我真的好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你
我会一直爱着你
我会一直想着你
Oh baby i know i still very love you
Please be togather forever ever
我的心永远只属于你

爱你

爱情是一种奇怪的东西
忽闪忽灭间的深刻
成长在彼此心里
最美丽的故事没有结局
最浪漫的感情没有归属
最幸福的感情没有言语
最深刻的喜欢没有空间
爱情也不完美
但是却有彼此心灵间的默契
让彼此感受到.......爱在滋长
“我爱你”也就不再是空空的了
想你是一种甜蜜的忧伤
想你是一种苦涩的期待
想你是一种幸福的惆怅
想你是一种矛盾的向往
思念也不完美
但是思念却是一种迷离的希望
让彼此更明白彼此是控制不了的牵挂
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
但还好......因为寂寞的时候我还能想你
其实有你真好
爱是一种付出即使痛苦也会觉得甘愿
爱是一种执着即使心碎也会觉得无悔
我不知道是不是所有女人都会用生命去保护自己的爱.....但我相信我会
有些时候爱真的说不出来
有些时候爱就是望着你泪流满面
如果我说不出我爱你，那不是我不爱你
而是我的爱你....爱到只听见自己的心跳
如果我总熬夜着你请不要说我不乖请不要生气......因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒
也许有一天我们都会埋怨
也许有一天我们都会犯错
也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的承诺
也许有一天我们也会吵架
所以我们来做个约定好吗？
约好即使吵架也不可以不听彼此的电话
约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己
约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手
约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己
约好....吵架的时候告诉自己：“错误是短暂的，但错过却是遗憾的”
爱情有时很脆弱.........脆弱到容不下一点点的沙
爱情有时很顽固.........顽固到什么也分不开相爱的人
如果有一天真的吵架了
请不要说：“分手吧，祝你快乐”
因为这一天更该说：“dear,我们结婚吧，让我带给你永远的快乐”
一生的爱只为你而等待
心爱的亲爱的宝贝老公大人，老婆永远爱你～muackssss

失去

世界是由一阴一阳形成的
所以当你失去某样东西时
请不要伤心难过
因为你酱会得到另一样东西
如果失去你换来今天的我
那么我愿意用生命换回你～

爱

爱 是无可否决的
爱 是无厘头的
爱 能细水长流
也能像瀑布一样
直冲到谷底
让人爱的傻 爱得痴
爱得没有理由
犹如深陷沼泽之中
爱 能填满人的四种味觉
酸 甜 苦 辣
谁都想尝试
但并不是谁都负担的起这种味觉

彼此之间的缘分

一段情谊的开始，总是生命中注定的缘份，不然，在茫茫人海中为什么偏偏让我遇到你，沦陷了彼此的心情，就那么守侯，不求回报，被温暖的心因此而感动着，歉疚着，我想，这样一种相遇，是应该好好珍惜的。所以，爱着你的爱，喜欢着你的喜欢。因了这样的爱和喜欢，才有了彼此的惺惺相惜，才有了那份真挚。


因为文字里流淌的情感，因为文字里想象的纠缠，开始走近，开始守侯，开始了祝愿……这样的支持和鼓励让我如此的感动，以至，泪流，因为那幸福，以至，震撼，因为那付出，你懂我很多，比我自己要懂，但，不会刻意的说些什么，一切，就那么顺其自然的流淌，脉脉的，柔柔的，但却是久久的……

　
　努力的争取这一份握得住的幸福。因为不想，辜负那一片赤诚心里镌刻的赤诚希望，心灵的贴近，无须华丽的辞藻，无须甜蜜的话语，默默的，藏在心里，无声的交流，那一种让心灵颤动的情感，从文字，到音乐、到心情，无一不让我觉得暖暖，从内心深处……


刻意了，反而不自然，有了这样的前提，交往起来就没有了尴尬，会心的微笑，忧伤的眼泪，真诚的思念，就那么坦坦荡荡的表达。从此，那些过往，铭刻在记忆里，不会消失，即使淡去，也有着剪不断喜爱的痕迹。
　

曾经无数次的感恩着，因为我遇到了你，你给我的信心和勇气，你给我的灵感和思绪，带着花儿的芬芳，镌刻在我的生命里，永不褪色，每一个片段就是一朵花瓣，难以忘记。

　　
珍惜着，这样的幸福。


　时光，带着美丽行走，那些过往，仍然记得，用文字诉说的心情还在，所以，我一直在等，一直努力的珍惜这样一份永久。真的，你感受到了吗？幸福，是可以等待到的，但，一定还要加上努力。我感受到了，因为你的那一份努力，所以我倍加珍惜这样一份等待，然后，岁月为我沉淀下来的，是带着浓郁花香的美好。


付出不了什么，内心里总有着深深的歉意，莫名地，常常的想起，其实，我们能握住的只是身边那双平凡的手，感到温暖，然后微笑，才知道，该珍惜的人一定要珍惜，该感激的人也一定要感激，懂得了距离的可贵，便也安心了这样的相遇，总觉得，这样，就好，深深的缘，浅浅的思念，总是萦绕在心间。
　

夜，静静的，因为在文字里怀想，情，暖暖的，因为彼此无私的给予，无须感谢，却还要感谢，因为心的深处，始终珍藏着，那一种缘份和因缘而生的那一种淡淡的喜爱！

Because i loved you

[Own lyric]

I got down on my knees and im here with you
I crossed a million oceans just to be with you
I would never ever let you down
I would never ever say goodbye to you
I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight
I promise that i will love you every single night
I promise that i will love you with every breathe i have
I promise that i will treassure your love to me with my life
I would never ever let you down
I would never ever disappointed you
Im sorry if i sounds abit sad,but it is just because
Im worried,im so worried
Im care,im so care
I would never ever let you down
I would never ever let you go
I love you,because i love you
I love you, so won't let you down
I believe you also won't let me down
I swam the longest river just to call your name
I said the way since i feel for you would never change
I would never ever let you down
I would never ever fool around
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever ever
I won't let us come to end
I will forever ever be with you because of love
I love you emily only for now and future

You Are My Angel

[Own lyric]

An angel in the sky
The angel i want for my life
The one who made me comfort
Every single moment of my life

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It is a miracle i ever dream
The angel care me so
It is a miracle i ever imagine
In the snow my heart won't be cold

一生一世都爱着你
一生一世都伴着你
一生一世都顾着你
一生一世都想着你
一生一世就只有你

Never believe at love at 1st sight
But you change my mind
You are the one make me feel great and happy
You are the angel for me
You are the one destiny for my life

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It is a miracle i ever dream
The angel care me so
It is a miracle i ever imagined
In the snow my heart won't be cold

My dear...
You are my angel
You are my angel forever ever
Forever ever my angel
Please...Please
Tell me what you know
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you required
Something should be told
Something should i knowed
Something should i realised
Something should i care

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It is a miracle i ever dream
The angel care me so
It is a miracle i ever imagined
In the snow my heart won't be cold

无论天崩地裂
对你的山盟海誓
我都不会忘了
永远都永记在心
对你的爱是始终如一

My dear...
You are my only angel
The only angel i want for my life
The only angel i need for my life
Please...Please
Tell me where you go
I will love you hehind your shadow
I will care you behind your shadow
I will protect you behind your shadow
I will breathe behind your love

The One And Only You In My Life

[Own lyric]

My kingdom of love
You are the only one
The one and only one i loved the most
I loved you..really..really..
I do loved you

Only realise meaning of appreciate, losing you
Oh, you are more than anything i appreciate
Loving you more, the more it hurts me
My love, hold our breath we experienced the same
Each time we get close to each other
You made me forget all the worries
Forgetting the world
Dear, i want to hold you tight
Holding close in my arms
Why..Why i am so crazy in loved with you
Do you know that?
Do anybody can tell me why?
You are my only one
Oh please..please believe me would you?
Moving on, i really need you to survive
Don't let me go from you
I had swear, swearing loud that how much i had loved you

My kingdom of love
You are the only one
The one and only one i loved most the most
I loved you..really..really..
I do loved you

*(Oh dear)[only realise] meaning of appreciate, losing you
Oh you are (more)[than anything] i appreciated
Loving you more, the more it hurts me
My love, hold our breath we experienced the same
Each time we (stare)[get close] to each other
You made me forget all the worries
Forgetting the world
Dear,i want to hold you tight
Holding close in my arms
Why..Why i am so crazy in loved with you
Do you (feel) know that?
Do anybody (answer my question)[can tell me why]?
You are my only one
永远的唯一

(Dear)Oh please..please believe me would you?..please
Moving on, i [needed you][begged] to survive
I would swear[shout out][swearing loud] that how much i loved you

My kingdom of love
You are the only one
The one and only one i loved the most
I loved you..really..really..
No one else oh..I so loved with
Definitely only you
One and only the special you

*Repeat Chorus

Broken Heart In The Deep Blue Sea

[Own lyric]

Leaving by someone we do love really so hurt
Leaving by someone we do care really so hurt

Oh..Oh..

It is now totally broken heart
A fragile heart totally boken it thousand pieces
And disappear in the deep blue sea
Will never found back and make my heart complete anymore
Will never know how bad my hurt is
Will never know my heart is bleeding

All of the thing just disappear in the deep blue sea
All of the thing just disappear in the deep blue sea
Is bad
Is hurt
Is nothing now
Totally nothing left behind now

A heart that full with love
A heart that full with hope
A heart that just specially made for you
But it seems like never being appreciate
But it seems like a trash that nobody care
But it seems like a trash thatnobody want

Do my heart so priceless in your eye?
Do my heart not worth for you to keep forever?
Do my heart just like nothing?
Do my heart just so not important in your heart?
Why must break my heart?

Ah..Ah..Ah

Anybody can tell
Anybody can know
Anybody can feel

Feeling cold
Feeling lonely
Feeling so desperated
Feeling so frustrated
When my heart just being break
When my heart just being left down

Just feel im in deep blue sea
Cold
Helpless
Lonely
Dark

I feel So scare
I feel so danger
I feel so unsecure

Deep blue sea full with my sadness
Deep blue sea full with my blood
Deep blue sea full with my tears

Will anybody care?
Will anybody love?
Will anybody look for it?
Will anybody will stop by and treasure back my heart?

I hope the one is you
I hope you are the one
I hope you can take back all of the pieces
I hope it can be complete for you
I hope to say love you once more

I wish the one is you
I wish you are the one
I wish you can take back all of the pieces
I wish it can be complete for you
I wish to say love you once more

Come one here again
Come back here again
Come in here again
Just a empty heart full with your memory
Wish you be back to make it colourful again
Wish you be back to cheer the heart again
Wish you be back to make the heart beating again

Oh..Oh..

Please god...
Please let my dream be true

Are you ready now?

Can we share tonight the years we have been apart babe
From the time we said goodbye until now
How the nights we laughed and loved still feel like yesterday
How im hoping you still feel the same
So strange we are standing here after all this time
Strange when the present and the past collides
Memories of our days apart i feel they are fading past
Silence for my questions here at last
Are you ready now for me to love you again
Are you ready now to give this love a try again
Are you ready now for me to give you trust again
Are you ready now for me to give you truth again
Are you ready now for me to love you.
Ready now for me to say i love you again
The look upon your face shows no surprise babe
Guess you always knew when things played on my mind
I believe in second chances
I believe in love for life
I believe maybe you can lost love once but never twice
Throw the past aside,let us make up for lost time
If we let this love past by
We may never find these feelings again in our lives

Believe in

[Own lyric]

So much to believe in
I was lost in time
Everything i needed
I feel in your eyes
Always tought of keeping
Your heart next to mine
But now that seems so far away
Don't know how love could leave Without a trace
Where do silent hearts go
Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night

I can't live without
Without feeling it inside
Without feeling you inside
Where do all the lonely hearts go
Candle in the water
Drifting helplessly
Hiding from the thunder
Come and rescue me
Driven by hunger
Of the endless dream
Im searching for your hand that i can hold
Im reaching for your arms that let me know

1st time i saw your face

[Own lyric]

The first time ever i saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies,my love

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth, moon in my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command,my love

The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart so close to mine

To love you more

[Own lyric]

Take you back in my arms
Need you like i did before
Touch you once again
And remember when
There was no one that i wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart
He won't love you like I will
Im the one who will always stay for you
When you walks away
And you know I will be standing here still
I will be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
Im the one who wants to love you more
You will see what i can give and sacrifice for you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew
Hold me tight so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes also i will find a way

My heart goes on

[Own lyric]

Every night in my dreams
I see you
I feel you
That is how i know you had go on
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near,far,wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more,you opened the door
And you are here in my heart
And my heart will go on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go utill im gone
Love was when i loved you
One true time i hold you,
In my life i will always go on

When you are here,there is nothing i fear
When you are away,there is lot thing i feel fear and unsecure
I will stay,forever in this way
You are safe in my heart
Im secure to have you in my heart

A new day

[Own lyric]

A new day...
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew i must make it through
And the world thought i had it all
But i was still here waiting for you

I see a light in the sky
It is almost blinding me
I can't believe
I have been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new

Where it was dark now there is light
Where there was pain now there is joy
Where there was weakness,i found my strength
All in the eyes of a man

I love you.Goodbye

[Own lyric]

Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you

That i will always stay with you
But babe that is not me now anymore

Oh I could say that i will be all you need
I know i had only hurt you before
I know i had only make you cry before
Im not the one you are needing anymore
I love you so i had to say goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand
Im only doing this just for you
I don't really want go from you

But deep in my heart i know
This is the kindest thing to do
You will find someone who will be the one that i could never be
Who will give you something better
Than the love you will find with me

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh I don't want to leave you
Babe it tears me up inside all the time

Babe it is never going to work out
I love you forever ever

If

[Own lyric]

If i should stay
Well...I would only be in your way
And so i will go and yet i know
That i will think of you each step of my way
And i will always love you
Bitter sweet memories
That is all i have and all im taking with me
Good-bye...Please don't cry
Cause we both know that im not what you need
And i will always love you
And i hope life will treat you kind
And i hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
God...I do wish you joy
God...I do wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you
I will always love you
I will always always love you
And I will always love you

When i saw you

[Own lyric]

Ah baby
When i see you walking down the street
I get so shaky and i feel so weak
I tell my eyes look the other way
But they don't listen to a word i say
And i go to pieces and i want to hide
Go to pieces and i almost die
Everytime my baby passes by

I tell my arms to hold someone new
Another love that will be true
But they don't listen,they don't seem to care
They reach for her but she's not there
And i go to pieces and i want to hide
Go to pieces and i almost die
Everytime my baby passes by

I remember what you said
When you said goodbye baby
We will meet again soon may be
But until we do all my best to you
Im so lonely i think about you only
I go to pieces we used to go
But i know you will never show
You hurt me so much inside
How i hope you are satisfied
And i go to pieces and i want to hide
Go to pieces and i almost die
Everytime my baby passes by

Just a fantasy

[Own lyric]

Just a fantasy
I know i can hide from myself this time now
I know i have got to face it up somehow
You prayed that i could make it through
cause you know i have been feeling blue
There is no way i could have you back again

There is so much i wish i could say to you,vincy
There is so much i wish i could do for you,vincy
But i know you want me know me more
cause you have walked out of my door
I know i will never get over your love

I guess our love was just a fantasy
I guess our love was never meant to be
You said im not the one for you
I can't make all your dreams come true
I have to let you go no matter how
I have to let you go no matter how

For my broken heart

[Own lyric]

There were no angry words at all
As we carried memories down the mind
Delete one by one from our mind
Nothing much for us to say
One last goodbye and you walk away
I watched your shadow
As it faded from my sight
I couldn't face the night in that lonely bed
So i laid down on the couch instead
Last night i prayed the lord my soul to keep
Then i cried myself to sleep
So sure life wouldn't go on without you
But this sun is blinding me
As it wakes me from the dark
I guess the world didn't stop
For my broken heart
Clock still ticking and life goes on
Radio still plays a song
As i try to put my scattered thoughts in place
And it takes all the strength i have got
To stumble to the coffee pot
The first many lonely mornings
I have got to face
You ask to see if im ok
Look out the window and i just say
I forever only will love you
Only you will be last im my heart
You will be my whole world

In love with you

[Own lyric]

In love with you
Just a gentle whisper
Told me that you had gone
Leaving only memories where did we go wrong
I couldn't find the words then
So let me say them now
lm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care me
Tell me that you need me
I will be there
I will be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There is no one who loves you like i do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad i will stand true
Im in love with you
Now we had here togather yesterday has past
Life is just beginning close to you at last
And i promise to you
I will always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you
Is more than i can bear
Hold me close forever
I will be there
I will be there for you
I will always loce you
I will always stay true
This i promise i will never leave
I will stay here with you

Im Ajinomoto

Why i call me as Ajinomoto?
How you feel about Ajinomoto?
For me...
It nice at 1st
To make dishes taste good
But not good to take more
Somemore will bad to health
Somemore after eat will feel so thirsty
Am i right?
So it is also same with my life and also my relationship
At 1st you will found im good
And also taste good
But will never think to have more and long time
Will be happy and sweet with me just for short moment
Will never ever think to be with me forever ever
So after feel thirsty
You will go look for water and any other solution
That moment i will be alone again
And i must be suffer for myself all again

Hell or Heaven

When the day you ask to break with me
After i ask you for second chance...
You say you don't want to suffer yourself by walk in hell again
So i feel you really so happy with him
So i feel he treat you more then what i do for you
So i feel you found your heaven
But now do you still think with me is in hell and with him is in heaven?
You really want to hold for this suffering relationship?
While he keep give you all the lame excuse
While he dare to lie you for everything
You still want to believe n forgive him?
Why you can be so love and care him so much compared to me
Even if i reply your message because im not free or exercise also you will scold me
Ok...Is my wrong due don't accompany and make you feel lonely
Now he ignore you most of time
Even you call also manage to talk for 1-2minute?
Why you can be so tolerate with him?
Why you don't scold him at all while hide all in your heart?
Why you hold yourself like that while you know you don't like to being ignore...
I know you don't like i go out much
So i choose to stay back in room
Why you ever control him at all?
Is because im not important in your heart?
Is because you feel you can get care and love without give in much
Is because i love and care you more than what you did to me?
I love and care you because i love and care you
I love and care you because i want you to be happy
I love and care you because i want you to feel fantasy in your reality
Do you ever ever understand why i can do so much for you
Do you know why i wish to care and protect you from time to time?
Do you know how important of you to me?
Do you ever think?
Do you ever feel?
You say you now work hard to maintain your new relationship
Why you want to give up a stable relationship
Why you want to give up a lovely relationship
Why you want to give up a sweet relationship
And go for a uncertain relationship
Do you know how hurt im now
Do you know how suffer im now
Do you know how worry im now
After i know how the guy treat you
Do you think how i feel?
Do you know im so hurt sad and guilty and regret now?
Hurt and sad is because saw you be hurt by the guy
Guilty is because why i must let you go
Regret is because why i don't treat you more good

Im happy because you tell me you are happy to be with me now compared to him
But also i sad because just for now but not in future too
And also because he treat you so bad also you willing to stay with him
I really don't understand
Girl normaly prefer guy love and care them more than they did
Because can make them feel secure and also important to guy
Because girl wish the feel being pampered and care
While guy can't accept to love a girl if they not really love the girl
Because guy must be responsibility for all the thing they had
Because guy have the responsibility to carry whole family

But now you love and care him more than he did
And he like don't love and care you at all
Even feel don't want to be with you and talk with you
If he really love and care you
Sure he happy to talk with you
Enjoy every single moment to talk with you
That why i call you all the time
Not because i scared to be lonely
Not because i scared you to be lonely
But is i feel talking with you is the most happy and sweet moment
Even just joke also i feel so sweet in my heart
Do you understand

You always look for a romance relationship
But i feel our relationship really sweet and romance even we always not be with others
I feel our relationship much better the relationship you have now?
This is what you call heaven?
This is what you call romance relationship
This is what relationship you looking forward for your life
You tell me that the more you forgive me the more i don't care and understand you
Don't you feel you also same with him
Don't you feel he don't care and understand you too
1st time being people girlfriend is not the same to 1st time being people boyfriend
Because guy must care and be good to girlfriend
Even not used to but also will work hard
With you also consider 1st time for me
1st time have long distance relationship
1st time so love and care a girl
Don't you feel i really work hard to get used and maintain it
But i don't think you feel he is work hard to get used to
If not also you won't be so hurt and sad...

The time i msn you yesterday
I totally can feel there is something happen to you even you keep say nothing happen there
You please don't lie me anymore
I know you too well
You totally cant hide anything from me even i can't see from here
Because i notice every single thing of you
Because i care you
I don't like to show my love and care by word
That why i don't talk much sweet word to you
That why i don't know how to pujuk when you are sad
Because i show you my love and care by my action
This is more real compared to word
Word can be lie can be cheat
But action will never cheat nor lie
Because if i don't really care and love you
I will never use my time and energy on you
Because if i don't really care and love you
I will never ever keep give in my love and care to you
Because if i don't care and love you
I will never ever be patience and advice you
Because if i don't care and love you
I will never ever sacrifice so much for you

You give up something not bad for a bad thing now
Don't you feel silly
I really don't wish to see you get hurt and regret later
I don't wish you to give in so much to get nothing
This is nothing you can do
Relationship must work hard by both
Just like us
We also face lot of challenge include your parent
But we both work hard to prove
I got put in effort to prove you that you are not choosing the wrong guy

Do you know im so sad yesterday after know you cry and sad
Im not feeling not well
But is because i also very sad
I wish to scream and cry too
But i cant...
I must control myself
I wish to scold you
I wish you to be wake up and realise what is actually good for you
I wish to care you
I wish to protect you
I don't want you get any hurt
You not deserve for that
Do you know
Do you know you are your family babe
Do you know you are my babe
Do you know we so worry and care and love you
Do you know we are the one who can hurt the most when you are hurt and sad

Appreciate someone you love

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见
Someone have no chance to meet,when there is chance but still thinking much.So better don't meet
有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了
Something have no chance to do,when there is chance but don't plan to do anymore
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了
Someword hide in heart long time but no chance to say.When chance come but don't wish to say anymore
有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了
Somelove can't get to love,when is time but already no more love

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了
Someone have many chance to meet but keep look for excuse.When wish to meet already no more chance
有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了
Someword have many chance to say but keep delay the time to say.When wish to say already no more chance
有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了
Something have many chance to do but delay days by days.Found there is no more chance when think to do
有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了
Somelove give you lot chance but you never care.When you want to care already no more chance to love

人生有时候，总是很讽刺
Life sometimes is really ridiculous
一转身可能就是一世。说好永远的，不知怎么就散了
Say want to be forever ever and never seperate but don't know why still will breakup
最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的
At last still can't understand why going to breakup after think lot and long time
然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的
After that you finally wake up and realise love is so fragile
经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了
Can win all the challenge but can't win the simple way.Togather when got trouble and separate when feel is ok

也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事
Maybe just because arguing or maybe just for little tiny thing
幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着
Dream the sweet moment when back togather and hug again.Will keep cry and hit each other while having silly smile togather
该是多美的画面
It is such a wonderful dream
没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了
But never think after breakup and it already whole life breakup

So empty

My heart feel so empty
Make me feel so cold
I can't get anymore warm now
I can't feel anymore warm now
I also don't know what i can do
I just know you are the only one make my heart full and warm

Been long time don't get any news from you
Are you still ok there...??
Really so miss you
Really so love you
I more love you after i lose you
I more miss you after i lose you
I more appreciate you after i lose you

After this few day..
I found im now no longer important in your heart
No matter how also you won't come to me
No matter how also you won't care me
No matter how also you won't love me
I really feel so hurt and sad...

Promise me that you must stay more happy than me
Promise me that you must stay more xinfu than me
Promise me that you must be more good than me

No matter how sad or hurt im
Also i wish you can stay better than me
Because you deserve to get a better thing than me
Because im a worst guy
Not deserve to get any good thing at all

Tired and Pain

So so tired now...
So so pain now...
Because yester don't sleep good at all
Not just because dream of you
But also because i have no place to sleep
Have to sit there and sleep
So im now tired and pain
Flu still the same...
After take medicine also the same
Suffering
Tissue all over the place...
Not just that but also blood
Mess up my place...
Feel my head so heavy and dizzy too
But what i can do...
Also i must take care myself here
Since already have nobody wish to care and love me anymore
The care and love i wish to get from now already can't get

Just now saw my senior babe fly over here to see him
Im so envy
They both really so sweet and happy
Im so jealous
Why i can't have
Why?Why?Why?
Let me know please
I also have sweet and happy moment with the one i do care and love the most before
I feel so happy when with you
I feel i win the whole world after be with you
I feel im the most lucky guy in the world after be with you
But now all already become past
Now all already fade away
No more sweet and happy in my heart and world anymore
Lose you just like i had lost my life
Lose you just like i had lost my battle
Lose you just like i had lost my world
But what still i can do?
All the thing we have before just become memory now
I want to have sweet and memory moment again be with you
But you already put me away
And put down all the memory we have togather
I now no more can't make you laugh and smile anymore
Even myself also don't how to laugh and smile
Even myself also don't know what is sweet and happy anymore

What wrong with our love

We don't meet since the day you left me
You just say sorry sorry and sorry to me
Actually im the one who should say sorry
Because i really don't wish to say goodbye to you

If can't give a proper reason for why you left me
But just left me thousand of Question Mark
Or just some excuse
I will be so hurt in the dark of night

After off the light in the night
You are just be stranger for me
Our sweet and happy moment fade away

Please give me the actual reason
If what make you be so cruel to left me alone without any turning back
Im now no longer your sweet heart
Im now no longer your whole world
Im now no longer your everything

What wrong with our love?Who can let me know
What wrong i had did to you
Since i do care and love you the most
You really can put down all of our sweet and happy moment
Why must punish me like this
Care and love someone i treassure also wrong
Please tell me the ending

Just for you Vincy-Wish to apologise to you

If i had accidentally hurt you
Please don't be so sad
Because i really don't mean it
Sorry because make you be hurt

Since we already love each other long time
Can't just breakup like that
Because our love comes not easy
So hard only we know each other
Even not in special way
Even not in romantic way
We had meet a lot of challenge then only we can be togather
After be togather also a lot of problem we had face
But also we manage to settle and make our relationship tough
I really don't want to give up

Babe So sorry
Babe Please don sad
I still Very loving you Missing you
Please don't left me away The day without you by myside really lonely and empty

Babe Please togather
Babe Please don't cry
I still very care you Thinking of you
My heart My soul My life My world
Forever just belongs to you only

Please forgive me this time
I really really so miss you
No matter how far you left me
Also i will keep waiting for you

Oh babe I know you still love me
Please come back my lover
Please come back my dear vincy

Too painful

I can't write anymore
It is too painful
It is really too painful for me

Im so sorry to you
I never meant to hurt you so much
Im so sorry to you babe,vincy
Please forgive me...
For i will never going to forgive myself as long as you won't forgive me

I know i had treat you so bad and cruel
Im really so regret and so guilty to you

I never know my care and love to you will make you be so suffer and tired
I know finally know who im
I don't want to be who im
But i want to be your man
Want to be the one you want me to be
I do very love and miss you here

I can't stop myself from keep thinking of you
I keep thinking you for every single second i have in my life

No matter how also you play the most important role in my life
No matter how also you play the most important role in my world

Gosh...

Im so tired now...
And start to have serious flu
Suffering now
Tissue on hand and table
Messy table now...
Feel so sleepy after take medicine
But i cant sleep
No place for me to sleep
My bed now sleep by my friend
What to do...
Only can sit there and doing nothing and rest
Hope morning come fast
Then im relief
Just don't know when my flu will recover
Due flu need to rest more after take medicine
But now i already eat but can't rest
Gosh...

Gosh...

Im so tired now...
And start to have serious flu
Suffering now
Tissue on hand and table
Messy table now...
Feel so sleepy after take medicine
But i cant sleep
No place for me to sleep
My bed now sleep by my friend
What to do...
Only can sit there and doing nothing and rest
Hope morning come fast
Then im relief
Just don't know when my flu will recover
Due flu need to rest more after take medicine
But now i already eat but can't rest
Gosh...

Goodbye my love

I feel im so bad for my decision
I feel so regret and guilty now
I really don't wish to take this action
But i feel it is good for you
Even im so hurt and suffer for my decision
But seems you be ok there
Also i will be ok and happy
I just wish you be happy all the time
I will keep pray for your safe+happy+luck
Whatever of your thing also i wish to know...
But i know the more i care
The more you will be suffer
Sorry for all the thing
Be good alone there yourself
Take care yourself
I will still miss you all the time
Even we already maybe have no more chance to meet anymore in future
Because for me you are too important
So what i do also for your good
I don't want you be hurt and suffer anymore
You had drop lot of tears because of me
Is more than enough
So now you now no more drop any tears because of me anymore
Not worth for you to do all the thing
Bye my beloved babe vincy

Everything in the world maybe change

Everything in the world maybe change
The only thing will never ever change is my heart
The care and love to you will never ever change
My feeling on you will never ever change
Even you maybe change a lot
Even you maybe change your love and care on me
Also won't change anything of me
But is because of you
I will change myself to be a better man
I will change myself to be your perfect guy
I will change myself to be your perfect prince
Nomatter how also i will prove you my heart will only belong to you vincy
Im 100% loyal to our love
Im 100% loyal to you
Because i really only love you one in the world
For me you are always the brighter star in the world
For me you are always the special girl in the world
For me you are always 100% perfect girl in the world
For me you are my world
For me you are my life
For me you are my dream
Everything also because of you
I love and miss you forever ever

Im who im...

Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Attractive
Sexy
Temperamental
Quiet
Shy
Humble
Honest
Loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Gets angry really easily but does not show it
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Tries to learn to show emotions

Don't leave someone you love for someone you like

Please don't ever ever leave the one you love for the one you like
Because it will bring lot guitiness and regret in your future
So i will never ever give up you babe
Because i love you
I won't look for other because i will never ever love anyone anymore
Because i will only like but not love

Sorry because now i choose to left you life
Not because i change my heart
Not because i love another one
But is myself don't know how to face myself anymore
Until now im still so confuse...
Sorry
Im not purposely to hurt you anymore
Promise me to take care yourself there
Remember that you already got gastric
Please don't take anymore risk to your stomach
Ok?
Everything will be ok...
Just let both have more time and space
I will prove you one day if im still have time and chance
Get self ready for your study
Now try to study some related with your course
And start to get more rest
Because you will be very tired once you start to study
Will really worry you there
Try to speak out your feeling
Try to blogging more to express yourself
Don't stress yourself anymore
Please don't make people who care and love you worry

180309

180309
Today i a little bit lose control of my emotion
Im so sorry because i break my promise
I already promise someone to change
And i already change some
But today im so tension and pressure when do my physic experiment
Keep meet failure and cant even settle the experiment
Each of the reading i get also like no right
I keep change and change
Make me so frustrated
Even i don't do anything bad...
But in deep of my heart
I know i already do wrong...
I should be more patient
I shouldn't be so easy to get lose control
I can't give up my promise to the girl i love and care
Because she expect me to be good
I know she care me so ask me to change
I will be my best to control myself

My heart

Death not the most scary thing
Death not the most hurt thing
Because every will be death one day
Just soon or later
Hurt by someone you trust and love the most is the scary thing
Betray by someone you trust and love the most is the scary thing
Hurt or betray by someone you love and trust the most is the worst thing
Because is so hard to get someone you do love and care in your life
Just can get once in your life
Maximum also two time in your life
Somemore is the one you trust the most
The pain is really hurt and painful
The wound in heart and mind will never recover
Nomatter how also will never recover
Can you imagine your heart as glass?
How if there is some crack on it?
Will it be ok?
No....
It will forever be there
It will never be ok...
Even choose to forget and forgive
The crack will forever be there
The crack forever so pain and obvious all the time
How many time you say sorry or do what also will never recover it
My heart got 3 crack now
The last one i get is the worst one...
Because it is the relationship i treassure and care the most
And also is the longest relationship i have
It is my last relationship
Even you at last still never accept me back
Also i won't have any other babe anymore
But i know im the only son at home
Sure i have the responsibility to marry
But im sure that she will never ever replace you in my heart
Because you,vincy forever ever is the only wife kelvin want to have
Only you deserve for my heart
Only you worth for me to be with for my entire life
Even need me to sacrifice whatever i have include my life also i will say you are worth
Nomatter how suffer i need to wait
Nomatter how long time i need to wait
Nomatter how hurt i need to wait
Nomatter what challenge you want me to show you also i will make it for you
Only one reason
Because i love you not because i like you
Nothing is as important as you
Even my heart now already death
Even my heart now break into pieces
But i will be alright once you back to me
Because is you who enlight my world
Because is you who enlight my life
Because is you who bring me out from sadness
Because my heart forever ever belong to you only

I wish now i still can care and love you
But i know is meaningless now
But i know already too late now
Is too late for me to realise
Is too late for me to wakeup
Is too late for me to change myself

My characteristic

2月15日
金星?魔鬼
代表人物：伽利略
充满想像力和创造力
Full of imagination and creativity
非常感性和理想主义
Very sensibility and idealistic
能够把理想付诸实现
Able to make dream come true
个性很有魅力
Charm personality
吸引别人的追求和崇拜
Attract people pursue and adoration
优点是感情丰富
Sentimental
优点是充满好奇心
Curious
优点是想像力
Imagination
优点是喜欢接受各种挑战
Love to face all the challenge
缺点是太敏感
Too sensitive
缺点是太情绪化
Too emotional
缺点是过度放纵自已
Too get loose ownself
缺点是缺乏耐心
Lack of patient

170309

Im really upset..
I still can't face you already left me be with the others
I really can't hold myself to keep thinking of you
Because im still very love you
I keep thinking of you 24hour
Really can't stop myself from thinking of you
But i know how i miss you
But i know how i care you
But i know how i love you
Also you will never respond
You won't feel anything at all
You will just say don't know
You will just say don't ask you
You will just say let god decide
You will just say let it be natural
You know each time you be like this also i feel so hurt and suffer?
Why i can't be the one i love
While the one i don't like keep come to me
Somemore you ask why i don't accept
You know your word really hurt me
While you know i just love you one for my entire life
Why you still ask me to get others?
You think i will be happy with other
You think i will forget all the thing after with other
You are wrong
You are totally wrong
You still not yet understand how i feel
You still not yet understand who im
I already told you im a loyal person
Hard for me to love and trust someone
But once i love and trust
I will be loyal
And will never change
Do you understand
Do you know the word loyal?
I really trust you will be loyal to me forever
But the fact show me totally make me down
Im so hurt for all the thing
You know you really hurt me so deep?
But i forgive and forget
Because i know i love you
If i blame you
I will feel more suffer and you will never feel better
Do you understand all these?
Im now really don't want to think much
I try to use my study to numb myself
I try to drink lot everyday to numb myself
I wish i can get drunk and never wake up to face you and the fact anymore
Until now my heart still bleeding
Until now my heart still so painful

God...
Please take me away from the world
Since you don't give me any chance to be with vincy anymore
Please take me away
I don't want to be so suffer here alone anymore

Do you know how i feel?

Im so damn upset
I feel so suffer and suffer
I really so envy your ex...
Even at last still break with you
But at least you both can last longer than our
I thought we can be togather forever
Because the time we be togather really sweet
Because you also very love and care me
But how come our love just can last 11month
But how come you can just drop our love like that
But how come you can be with him
But how come you can love two in one time
I really not understand
Why you can be loyal to your ex
Why you can't be fair and loyal to me
Im now totally so disappointed
I really don't know what else i still can do for you anymore
I always so love and care you
Even you ask to break and with him also i still love and care you
My feeling on you never change
I know im bad temper
But everyone also got its weakness
You ask me not to expect everyone is perfect
But don't you feel you are also expect me as 100%?
Im just an ordinary guy who got my own feeling and trouble
I also need people to care me
Even you treat me cold
Even you ignore me
Even you scold me
Do i angry
Do i blame you
Because i know you got your own problem
So i choose to forget and forgive
You had hurt me many time also i never angry
I know i will scold you
But only you will realise
You think i not hurt to scold you?
If i don't care you
Why must i waste energy to talk so much
Why must i be so angry
Why must i be so fierce
Even i like control you a lot
But at least you are ok there
At least you don't have gastric
Now after you with him
You get gastric
You think just you pain and suffer
You are totally wrong
Im also pain and suffer due to your problem
If i don't care you
Why i will feel so
Why you can't feel our good while you keep look for our bad
Why you keep blame on people bad while you also never think about your own problem and attitude
Do you know i will never scold people for no reason
Sure you had did something wrong only i will scold
Maybe is your action
Maybe is your attitude
Maybe is your word
Maybe is your way to treat people
You will blame me for ignore you
You will blame me for left you alone
You will angry me for all small thing
But when you ignore me
But when you left me alone
Do you know how i will feel?
Do i angry and ignore you?
You don't like to stay alone
You don't like to be lonely
I also the same with you
I also don't like to be alone
I also don't like to be lonely
But i know you are busy and tired
So i just wait here quietly
Even you are not busy but watch TV
I also forgive
I let you to relax
But why you must angry me when im busy
I know i promise to have more time with you
I really work hard to arrange my work and time
But sometime i really can't finish
I need more time to rush my thing
That why i left you alone
But nomatter how also i will sms let you know
But you still can't forgive me
Even i call you but i don't you are nap
You scold me for disturbing you
But also because im worry you
You always keep quiet whole day
Each time must wait until night time only will find me
Do you know how i feel?
When you wake me up from sleep or nap
Do i angry or scold you?
But i wish to know what wrong with you
I wish to care you more
I wish to accompany you
Sometime you sms me in midnight
Nomatter how tired im also will wakeup and accompany you until you sleep
Even im in sick and rest also i wakeup to accompany you
Do you know how care im to you?
But you still will say i don't care about your feeling
Do you think do you care about my feeling as well?
I keep be patient with your attitude
Because i know you don't mean for what you did
I know you do so sure got your own problem
Even you don't let me know
But i will still know from the way you act and say
I prefer you scold me also i don't want you keep in your heart
I know after you scold you will feel better
I just wish you be happy there
So how hurt im also ok
Because im guy
Got responsibility to make you be happy
Got responsibility to care you more
Because im the one who can you count on
Because im the one who can let you depend
I don't care to get tired to care you
I just care i can't care you more
I just care i can't take care you more
I just care i can't protect you
I really work hard to maintain our relationship
I know is very hard to maintain since is long distance relationship
I know you will be very suffer and lonely over there
I understand how your feel
Because im also same with you over here
Somemore family not by myside
I even feel more suffer here
I prefer to stay at home instead follow my friend out
Because i don't want make you worry
Because i don't want to know any other girls
I don't let myself any chance to make myself change
I just wish to be loyal to you forever
Because i love you
Because i know you been hurt before
Because i know how the feel
I experience before
I been cheated and betray by my ex as well
I know how pain and hurt
So i promise not to let you be hurt
So i must care and love you more
I have lot responsibility on you when you choose to be my babe
Because i don't want make you feel regret
Because i don't want make you feel you choose the wrong guy
I really hope im your Mr Right forever

To you vincy

Im sorry because i break my promise and drink a lot
Sorry vincy

16March

160308
Is the most happy day i ever have in my life
You know why?
Because today you agreed to be my babe
Because today you agreed to be my beloved
But due to my own problem
But due to my own problem
Make me lose chance to keep be with you anymore
But i still very love and care you no matter what going to happen to us
160309
Is the worst day i ever have in my life
You know why?
Because today we already breakup
Because i can't celebrate our 1st year anniversary togather
Because i can't have chance to love and care you anymore
Im so sorry to you due to what had happen to us
Im so sorry because im so useless because i can't even manage and hold a relationship that i care the most
Im so sorry because im so useless because i can't even manage and hold a relationship that i love the most
Im so sorry because im so useless because i can't even manage and hold a relationship that i treassure the most
I really still very love you no matter how
Now i really so disappointed after what we talk yesterday
You told me he treat you not bad
You told me he never rise his voice on you
You told me you already love him as much as you love me before
Im now totally no more dream for me to move forward
Im now totally disappoited with my life
Im now totally disappoited with my love
Im now don't want easy to trust anybody more else
Im now don't want easy to trust any love more else
Because for me you are everything
You forever important in my heart
You forever my babe in my heart
Nobody else will ever ever have chance to replace your position
Never Never Never
My love and care to you i will forever in my heart
My love and care to you i will forever in my mind
This is because i do really love and care you
I won't love and care any others for rest of my life

Im now so desperate
Im now so upset
Im now so down
Im now so hurt
Im now so sad
Im now so disappointed
Im now choose to drunk myself
I never get drunk before
But today i drink a lot of beer untill drunk
I really don't wish to think much anymore
Because the more i think you
The more i will be hurt
Because the more i love you
You will never know
Because the more i care you
You will never feel
Not for any reason
Because you already give up me
Because you already put me down
Because you already don't care our love anymore
Because you already don't love me anymore
Because you already don't care me anymore

Today is our 1st year anniversay
I keep stick to my plan to give you present
Because i already think to give you this right after your birthday
Because i wish to make you happy there
Because it is a meaningful present even just a normal thing
I choose to give you a bear to your office
I named it as Ahlui
Because i gave you one Ahzai before
You know why i choose to name Ahzai and Ahlui
You know why i want to give you Ahlui
Because Ahzai+Ahlui=GOOD
女+子=好
I hope our relationship forever ever good
I hope our relationship forever ever sweet
I really wish to be with you forever ever
The another reason i named them as Ahzai and Ahlui
Because i wish to have a complete family with you
Because i wish to have a son and daughter with you
You know i don't like to have kid
But you had change my mind
I really wish to have two kids with you after we marry
I know you love kids also
Just don't want to have more
So i change myself
Try to have more time with baby
Try to have more time with kid
I feel so relax and happy with them

Im happy because you like Ahlui
Im happy because you appreciate it
But im sorry
Because i know you mother sure will nag and scold you for the present again
Hope Ahzai and Ahlui can accompany mummy more
Hope Ahzai and Ahlui can care mummy more
Hope Ahzai and Ahlui can love mummy more
Because they know daddy already not with mummy
Because they know they are assign by daddy to keep be good to mummy
Because they know daddy still very love and care mummy
Because they know daddy still wish to be with mummy again
Not just for short while but is forever ever
Just let our children to be with you forever ever
I will be ok to be single and alone here
Im really ok...
Even how i feel also no need you worry
You just promise me to be good there
You just promise me to take care there
All of that already more than enough
I really will be fine even my heart always be with you

You message me when your break time
Im have class that moment
Im so upset that moment
I really wish to scream
But i know i must control my emotion
Nomatter how suffer and sad also i must control
Nomatter how suffer and sad also i can't drop any single of my tears anymore
Because i already promise you before
But im still message you back in normal
I just wish to pretend stong and brave
I really don't want to suffer you anymore
I really don't want to hurt you anymore
I really don't want you so worry me anymore
I really don't want you so care me anymore
No need to thanks me
Because all is is my suprise to you
Because i just want you to be happy

I feel it is so meaningless for me give you Ahlui
But you say it is still meaningful for you because you take it as our 1st year anniversary present
Not your wrong to give up our love so easy
Because i really not a good guy
Never treat you good
Never care your feeling
Even im love and care you
But i don't know how to maintain our love
Im just a useless and lousy guy
I never blame you for everything
I really don't angry and blame you
You know i will never do so to you nomatter what you do to me
Not your fault to change your heart to love him
I know all is my wrong because i don't treat you as good as he did to you
Somemore is i who encourage you to go out more with your friends
Because i know you are so lonely there to be alone
Because i know i can't keep accompany you when you need me
So i ask you to go out when you want
I never control you go out or know any new friend
Because it is your freedom to do anything you want
Even after i marry with you also i have no right to control you
But i let you control me anything as you like
Because i just want to make you be secure when be with me
Even i will break some of my promise
But i keep remind myself to bare to my promise and responsibilty
Because i love you the most
Because i care you the most
But now already too late for everything
Bacause now our love already end
Because now i already being replace by him
I wish you both ok there
I wish he really serious to you
I wish he know how to care you more
I wish he know how to love you more
I wish he know how to take care you
I really scared you being hurt or sick
Because i will pain more than anyone
Because i will worry than anyone

I just want you know my heart forever belong to yours
I just want you know that i love you forever
I just want you know that i care you forever

Is end of the story
I can't keep continue for anything more
Because i know i already have no more chance
Because i know how i love and care you also will never change the fact

I now really need to rest
Im now really feel so tired
Somemore im so dizzy now after drunk
I never drunk before
This is 1st time i drunk
Maybe im too upset and sad
Nomatter how dizzy im also i must finish the blog by now
I will put you down
But doen't mean i don't love and care you anymore
But doesn't mean i forget you
I will remember you forever
I will love you and care you forever ever
Just i really need time to recover and calm myself down
And i will never have any other more girls in my life
I prefer to be single if i can't get you back
It is worth for meto do all of this
Because you are so important
I will never regret on what decision i had make
I really feel you are worth for me to do anything
Even you want me to die also i can make it for you
Maybe im crazy and stupid
But is worth for me to do all this to someone i love the most

The last but not the least
Kelvin love vincy forever ever
How also will never change

True love

True love doesn't end...
Hope...Wish... Will...
Be together forever...
Ok?
Love you so much Vincy
Let us create a better future togather
I promise i will be my best to love and care you more
I do serious with you for my entire life
Only you in my heart
Only you in my life
Only you in my world
I will stick with you all the time
Mentally glue we have sure can bring us back togather again

Happy?Sad?Confuse?

Im happy because you at least feel im better than he did
At least you feel i treat you better than he did
At least you feel i care you more than he did
At least you feel i love you more than he did
At least you feel i had improve lot now
I really can accompany when ever you want me
I will be standby just for you anytime

Not because you choose to be with him
Then only i tell you that i don't like him
But the way he treat you not should a boyfriend have
But you still wish to lie yourself that he just not yet get used to be have girlfriend
But for me that is just a lame excuse
He like that just like not really love you
He like that just like not really care you
He like that just like not really serious with you
He make me feel like he is just play with you
You know i really so scared he will hurt you then
Because you both just togather short moment
But already he go to cyber cafe with his friend and just left you aside
Don't you feel he really over for his action?
Now is the most sweet moment for a couple
Why he can do like that to you?
Why he treat you good when want to tackle you from me?
After have you just put you aside
Don't you feel anything wrong?
If he do care you
He will never do so
If he love you
He will never do so
I not understand how can a guy do so to his girlfriend
Somemore is such a caring and lovely girlfriend
I know even myself also don't really treat you good
At least i will never ignore you
At least i will never left you alone
At least i will have more time with you
At least i will love you more
At least i will care you more
At least i understand how your feel
At least i can sacrifice myself to joy you up
At least i can sacrifice my own play time for you
What i know is you really scared to be alone
I know you will so suffer and sad and lonely when there is nobody by yourside
I know all because not just you told me
But i can feel it from you
I really wish to protect you
I really don't want you to get any hurt

16march is our 1st year anniversary
I really wish to have it with you
I don't know what still i can do now
Do the present still meaningful?

You now will find me when you are lonely
Wish to talk with me
But im just your close friend
That all...
But you say you accept him but not fully take him as your boyfriend
Then what you want me do
I also human being
I also got feeling
I really suffer now
But i don't blame you at all
You say sorry to me because drop our 1 year love
You say sorry to me because you break your promise that will never left me so easy
But is really ok...
I really ok...
I don't blame you
So please don't say sorry to me anymore
You say why i don't want to angry or blame you
There is no reason why i must do so
Somemore i so love you
You think i will do that to you?
I prefer to be suffer my own
Also i want you be happy
Also i don't want to hurt you
Do you know i care you more than anyone?
Do you know i love you more than anyone?

You say not happy to be alone there
Hope after talk with me you will feel much better
I know im those who don't know how to talk
I know im those who don't know how to say sweet word
I know im those who don't know how to pujuk you
But i know i love and care you
I wish i can show my love and care to you by action
But not from my word
Because it can be a fake
Because it can be a lie

You say you miss me and think to come to find me
You say you wish to see me
Why?
Still have what meaning for you?
Somemore what for to waste money to come just for a special friend?
I really confuse

You say i still have chance to be with you
But just 50:50
If the guy treat you good
Or you found any other good guy
Mean i have no more chance
You understand how my feel?
You know how the feel to love someone which will never get the love at all
Im experience it now
Really suffer and pain

You know how i miss you?
You know how often i think about you?
You know how important of you in my life?
You know how important of you in my heart?
You know how important of you in my world?

You know now you got gastric
Please remember what i told you to do
I don't want you to suffer as what i did

You know you will be very pain each time period come
Please remember what i told you to do
All i teach you will help you to reduce pain
I really don't want you be so suffer there
Because not just you pain
My heart will even more painful than you have
Because i care you
Because i love you
Because i love you
Because you are my treassure
Because you are my babe
Because i can sacrifice everyhing i have exept you
Because you are vincy
Because kelvin love you

You already have more matured
You already have more good in temper
You already have know how to speak out some of your feeling

Because we will never know how your feel if you never speak out
Because we will never understand how your feel if you never speak out
Because we will never know how to care you if you never speak out
Because we will never know how to protect you if you never speak out
Do you know we all really very care and worry about you?
Especially your mother
She do really care you
She do really want to protect you
That why we will control you
That why we will scold you
That why we will nag you
That why we will remind you
Hope you really can understand what we did really just for your own good