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12/01/2009

Think

  • 12-01-2009
  • 1700
  • I been think And think for many many time since i know thos news.I still feel so damn pain and sad when each time i think back.But i must recover my wound as soon as possible.I already almost back malaysia to accompany babe.Even just a short winter break but i aprreciate each holiday i can back to babe side.I really do...
  • I really enjoy and happy when i can meet my lovely babe.Im feel so sweet and happy since the first day i know babe from zorpia.I love you when i know you.Just i got no courage to tell you.
  • Until now we already be togather for 9month3weeks6days.This is my longest relationship and i wish this is my last relationship
  • I already meet my true love.I really care and love and miss my babe.Wvwn we are having a long distance relationship but i dont mind.I just wish to have my entire life with my lovely babe until last breathe
  • Maybe im playboy for other people.But im really loyal to babe.I want stick with babe forever.Nomatter how also cant seperate us away from each other.Even distance also not the excuse.
  • Sorry because make babe so damn lonely.I feel so damn lonely to be alone in China.But i always put babe in my heart.I will never ever do something something hurt babe because i know babe been hurt deeply before.I don want babe get hurt anymore.I will so hurt as well.I know how the feel since i experience it before.Even if im going to experience this again also i wont going to blame anybody since mostly is my fault.I know im not a caring guy.Im very so selffish.Do or say whatever i want without care babe feeling.I know im so bad.Im sorry babe.I promise to change but i still fail to change anything.I just will keep giving excuse.I will just keep ask for more time.I know babe keep torelate with my bad attitude and bad temper.This time no matter how also i must force myself to change.How hard also i must make it.Hope it is still not too late for me to do any changing.
  • I wish babe can still wait for me.I really cant afford to lose babe.I will care and love babe more than what im doing now.I will control babe something but i wont going to force babe but will give babe more time to make a correct decision.Nomatter how also i will accept because babe are my lovely babe.Im so lucky to have babe as my deardear.
  • I need to think way to make use to become sweet as last time.Dont want each time keep quarrel or sad.I dont want and dont like this kind of feeling at all.All my fault and my responsibility to make every changing.Because babe are more important than any single of my thing in my life.
  • Even if babe want my life also i willing to give.I can do whatever babe want.I can do whatever babe ask.Because i just want babe to be happy and warm and xingfu all the time
I LOVE YOU BABE
I MISS YOU BABE


For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.


From your beloved shazhu.....

11/01/2009

Feeling hurt

  • 11-01-2009
  • 0500am
  • Babe,i want to let you know that im feel so hurt and sad now.I know babe are so damn lonely there because i not always with babe there.Sorry beause i cannot accompany babe.Im really so sorry for this.....
  • All this thing happen all because i not accompany babe more than enough.Somemore i left babe alone these few day because i dont want quarrel with babe anymore.I dont want to hurt babe anymore.Im so guilty when babe is in sad or hurt.
  • Some more i dont like babe keep saying that want to get one more dear dear instead of me.I really dont like. I hope im the only one and the only one in babe heart from now till our last breathe.Im really fall in love in you babe.I never feel so deep in love as now.
  • I know that long distance relationship is hardly to maintain but i really work hard to maintain it.I try not to ruin our love.But why now it is still happen.This is my nightmare since the day we togather
  • I hardly to sleep good in night because im so worry that babe will left me in one day because other guy...
  • But now it really happen.No matter what decision babe going to make also i will going to forgive babe.I promise that i will wait for babe no matter how long.How long also i will going to wait.Even you get marry also im going to wait.This is the last promise i can make for babe.And i swear to god that i won break my promise anymore.
  • Dont worry me.Im still ok.Even i really sad and hurt.But everything is still ok.I will accept whatever happen as long as babe feel happy.Then i can sacrifice anything just for babe.
  • Promise that babe will take good care of yourself.Dont always be so blur till hurt ownself.Don always secret thing in babe heart.It is really suffer babe self.Somemore problem will keep continue appear if babe still dont face it.I hope there is other people who can care and love babe more than i did.
  • If anything happen to babe also i will sad.If need me please remember me because i will always by babe side to give babe help.I will pray for babe all the time.Pray babe can found babe true love n happiness.
  • Just remember that i love babe forever.Even if we cant togather forever but i will put babe in my heart.I wont going to have any other deardear in my life anymore.I cant get any other who care and love me as deep as babe.No one ever can replace you in my life.I had lock my heart since the day i know babe.Because i want to lock babe in hubby life forever.Nomatter how also i wont going to open it for any other girl.
  • I been hurt many time but this time is the most serious one.But i will forget n forgive.Because i really cant afford to lose babe from my side.
  • Take care babe.Love and miss babe forever.May all the good for babe life