也许爱情是一部忧伤的童话

也许爱情是一部忧伤的童话

♂放弃一個很爱你的人，並不痛苦♀
♂放弃一個你很爱的人，那才痛苦♀
♂爱上一個不爱你的人，那是更痛苦♀

♀逃避，不一定躲得过♂
♂面对，不一定最难过♀
♀孤单，不一定不快乐♂
♂得到，不一定能长久♀
♀失去，不一定不再拥有♂

爱是一种是思念
无论何时何地，当看不到他/她的时候会想念他/她

爱也会是一种担心
当他/她出事的时候，你会比谁都着急

爱是一种包容
你会包容他/她所有的缺点，在你眼里他/她永远是最完美的

爱更是一种回忆
当你想起他/她做出可爱，浪漫的事时，会不知觉的傻笑

觉得好甜蜜，好甜蜜
你体会到了吗，如果沒有就放弃，重新开始吧，祝福你

Im so tired

Im so tired...
After finish my exam just now
I really almost faint down...
I also don't know the reason at all
Feel so headache and gastric right now
Damn dizzy
But i still can't have a proper sleep
I keep night mare all the time
Still have 1 more paper
But don't know when is it will coming to me
Im not yet ready for it
Really scared....
I keep miss you whole day
Keep think back what we talk about yesterday night
You know how worry im now...
You know how pain im now...

If you think you can,you can

If you think you can,you can
I think i want to win your heart again
I sure must work more hard to make it
I sure will wait you here patiently
I sure will love you all the time
Miss you all the time babe
Take care there

Always standby for you Vincy

You forever is my 1st choice in my life
I will always standby here just for you
I will always by yourside when ever you need me
I don't mind to be your 2nd...3rd..4th.....choice
I really don't mind anything anymore
I just wish to let you know that you are the most important person in my life
You are my treassure forever ever
Forever ever 1st place in my life
Forever ever 1st choice in my life
Nomatter how you treat me also i don't mind
Even you no more love and care me also i don't mind
What i mind is i scared i have no more chance or time to love and care you anymore
My heart forever ever just ready for you
Nobody else can have my heart
Nobody else can enter my heart
Nobody else can enter my world
Nobody else can get me away from you
Even there is others standby for me also i will never accept since you more important than anything
Even more important than myself
Because you worth for me to do everything
Because i love you
Because i really really very love you

Realise...

It is a long line that has no turning
Hope springs eternal in the human breast
Never remember the past
Forget the past
Forgive the past
Always walk ahead to your goal

After i read this short sentense
I realise a lot of thing
The long line which has no turning just as like as my relationship
There is no turning for me to be with vincy anymore after breakup
But miracle will happen in next minute
As long as i change myself be a better guy
And prove you my love and care to you
And prove you my loyarity to you
Im sure i will still have chance to win your heart and be togather again
I believe God already arrange the way we must face
I believe our future will be very bright after we had surpass this challenge

No pain no gain
If we never experience the pain after breakup
We will never gain what we wish to have
If we never experience the pain after breakup
We will never know to appreciate someone we do love and care
If we never experience the pain after breakup
We will never know to grow up

I need to forget our past
I need to forgive our past
I need not to remember our past
But i must keep work hard to step forward to our goal
If there is 1000steps for me to succeed to have you for my entire life
As long as i can step forward
Mean i already near to succeed
I believe with my hard work
One day sure can touch your heart
Even the time and energy i need to sacrifice maybe very long
But i feel it is worth to have you for my entire life
Because you always are so special to me
My goal is you
My goal is love and care you with full of my energy
My goal is be with you forever ever

Take care there please

You know i feel so pain after know you are gastric there?
I already ask you to have proper meal and on time
I already ask you not to have so much of spicy and ice thing
But you always say you won't get gastric
Now you see
You suffer now
How..?
You know im so worry and worry you there?
I don't want you become me like this
I know you don't like to drink milk
I won't force you one
But try to have more nestum and try to eat thing on time
Don't get hungry there
If can't eat on time please remember to have something to eat before daily meal
Even just few pieces of biscuit also better than empty you stomach
I really can't take care you much long time
How if im not with you but you are suffer there?
Now i still can worry and care and love you
Now i still can remind you to take care there
But please remember ok
What i always keep remind you also for you own good one
Understand?
Not get used to dating not a excuse
If he really care you
Sure he will have more time with you
Sure he will sacrifice play time with friend
Nomatter how tired or busy also must put you at 1st place
Can't have this kind of excuse to left you alone
I promise to accompany you when you need me
But also i will feel upset because you like not so important to him
I really scared you will get hurt by him later
I really scared
I really worry
I don't want because of me make you get suffer and hurt again
Because i already promise you that i will care and protect and love you forever
This is the one i will never forget and break my promise
I also promise will never ever let you go so easy when you ask to break
I promise i will try my best to care and love you more than him
Im so happy because you feel i had change lot for my temper
But i know everything already too late
You say i always is Ahzai daddy and you are Ahzai mummy
But mummy not belong to daddy
Because is daddy fault
Make mummy hurt and sad
Is daddy fault for break a lovely family
Is daddy fault because can't have Ahlui with mummy
Im so sorry and regret
I ask do he already be your dream prince?
But you say not yet
Im your dream prince before
I really hope i still can continue be your dream prince forever
I hope i won't wait very long time only can be with you again
But im so sad after you tell you never ask me to wait
You know i never mind for anything
You know i only have you in my heart
You know i only have you in my world
You know i only have you in my life
What also i wish to have with you
The time we have not just so short
The time we have must forever ever
I really will keep waiting for you
I really will keep my heart empty just for you
Because kelvin only love vincy in this world
Because kelvin only love vincy for my entire life
Nomatter what also will never change my mind to you
Nomatter what also will never change my love to you
Nomatter what also im yours forever ever
What ever time you need me also i will by yourside
8pm-11pm forever belong to you
Is my practise to have the time with you
I will always on my phone loud when im sleep
Because i can get back to you when you find me
Is my practise to accompany you more

Blur...

I really feel so blur and confuse now
I really don't know what i can do for you more
I really wish you can feel my love and care more
I really wish you can feel i now got more love and care you more
After i lose you than only i know a lot of thing
Include my feeling on you
I know i really love and care you
But after we break
I feel i really impossible to let you go from my life at all
I really so deep in love with you
I know nobody can ever ever give me this kind of feeling
You are the only one who can give me this kind of feeling
You are the one who bring me lot of happiness
You are the one who bring me lot of xingfu
Really
You really very meaningful and important to me
I know i really can't let you go from my life
Even i know the way i act now will make you feel suffer
But i really wish to fight your heart back
I really don't want to be regret later
I really don't want to be alone here anymore
I just wish to have you for my entire life
Even maybe i can't promise you forever ever
But the time i have also i want to be with you only
I want to give you happy and xingfu when i still have chance

I really miss you

I really very miss you there
Is true...
I really very miss you vincy
Im not miss you as a friend
But im miss you as my beloved
I don't know do you still miss me or not
I know if you really miss me also miss as a friend
But i really you can tell me that you are still love and miss me before me that
I really wish to hear
I really hope im still your prince
I really hope im still your beloved
Please let me know everything
Please let me know how your feeling on me now
Please..
I really wish to know all before the end
I really very very love you vincy
You know i really mean it
I really love and care you
I only love and care you
I never been so love and care to anybody before
You are the 1st and also the last
I really happy to be with you
But im so sad and regret after we breakup
You are my only regret in the world
I really wish i can be with you forever
I really wish you can accept me back again
I already change a lot from the days you say to me
I really wish you can accept me back
I know im very crazy and stupid last time
I know i don't know how to appreciate and care people around me
But im now really regret and learn from the mistake
I now really know how to care and appreciate people
I will never treat you like last time anymore
I will never let you cry or hurt anymore
I will never let you regret to accept me back
I really mean it
Im really serious
I swear
If i break my promise
Just let god take me away from the world forever ever
I promise i will listen what ever you say to me
I will always obey what your say

Why...

Why...
What purpose God give me all this challenge?
Want me to appreciate life and people?
But i know God want me to learn to care and love people beside me more
I know...
So i will love and care vincy with full of my heart with the time i have
So i will never regret in future
Even you not love and care me anymore
But i still love and care you forever ever
Im sure i will love and care you forever ever
Nomatter what had happen to us also i will never change my heart
Because i will never meet another true love in my life anymore
This is because you are so important to me
This is because i can sacrifice anything for you
This is because i wish to protect you forever ever
I really don't wish you get any hurt
I will protect you by yourside all the time
I will try my best not to let anything or anyone hurt you
Because you hurt i more hurt
Because you sad i more sad
Because you pain i more pain
Because you are my everything
Because you are more important than myself
Because you are more important than my life

Please take me away

God..
Please take me away
I really tired to work hard for everything
Even the only thing im regret for is vincy
Wish to have you back to me
But i really don't know do you still will give me another chance
But also i can't hold on anymore
Even you are my dream
Even you are my life
But i still don't know why i still think to give up
I really so suffer to be here
Somemore i just can be alone here
Somemore i have no more chance to be with you anymore
Even you say you got feel my love and care to you
But i know you don't have the same feeling on me
So you will never accept me back anymore
I know now you worry and care me also just because im your friend
I don't want to get your sympathy only
I want to have your love and care as babe not just friend
What happen to me now not because you
Just because i can't accept the shock
So you no need to sympathy me at all
Nothing else

Worry+ing you

I really worry you there
I really worry you get hurt there
I really worry
I really scared
I hope i can do more thing for you
I know i don't do much thing to you before
I know i don't care you enough before
I just hope i now can care and love you more
I just hope i now can accompany you more
I just hope i can cheer you up
I just hope i can pay you back

Scared

Just now study until very dizzy
So i fall asleep just like that
I don't know is because study or that?
What happen also i don't know
But just now suddenly think about you vincy
Very miss you until i woke up
And very scared
Because i thought i been unconsious long time
Because i scared i left you alone there
I really scared
Because i already promise you that i will never left you alone
How can i unconsious until you are lonely
I know this is not a excuse to left you alone
I know im bad so i can't repeated this mistake anymore
Sorry vincy

爱

爱

如果爱有原因,那就不爱了;如果爱有目的,那也就不爱了;如果爱可以解释,如果爱合乎情理,那么爱也就不存在了.
爱情不合乎逻辑___或许,这就是爱情的逻辑. 你真正热爱的,或许并不是一个大家公认的最该爱,最值得爱,爱得最正确的人,而只是一个使你忘乎所以,无法不爱.
　　
爱情不合乎逻辑___或许,这就是爱情的逻辑.
你真正热爱的,或许并不是一个大家公认的最该爱,最值得爱,爱得最正确的人,而只是一个使你忘乎所以,无法不爱的人.
爱不是因为被爱,不是为了被爱,而只是因为爱.你不会因为没有被爱而失去爱,爱在爱的人心里,而不在被爱人的眼中.
爱情没有模式.不同的人,为你做同一件事,你会感到天壤之别.因为我们在意的,往往不是人做的事,而是做事的人.
爱在心里,不在口中.绝口不提爱你,不是不爱,而是因为太爱.太爱,所以怕伤害,太爱,所以甘愿受害;太爱,所以容易错过爱.
爱是盲目的.热爱之中,我们会无视对方的缺点,优点便是优点,缺点也成为优点.而放弃时,一切全变了,错了就是错了,对了也是错了.
爱情不会被泪水俘获,可以俘获的是感动与怜悯.
嫉妒并非爱情专一的体现.爱情的基础是相互信任,嫉妒则意味着猜疑与不满.
爱情从不讲究公平,讲得出公平的,不是爱情.你可以甘愿为别人付出一切,却不能要求别人为你奉献任何;你可以不愿抛弃别人,可当你被抛弃时,却不能责怪爱情的无情.
爱情不是强加,不是占有,爱情其实很温柔.如果你要得到他,那么就让他自由;
走得最急的,都是最美丽的风景.伤得最深的,也总是那些最真的感情.
当你想要拼命宣泄刻GU恨的时候,最无力隐藏的,该是同一份铭心的爱.
纠缠与吵闹并不能使爱情维系持久.有时候,执着_体现于无言的忍耐与默默地承受,貌似不爱,却更能使爱得以解脱,得以不朽.
"不强求天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有",其实这只是对天长地久的绝望.
爱情是爱与爱的沟通,情与情的呼应,它无须形影相随,却要求心心相印.
爱可以包容怨,可以接纳恨,爱情不需要说抱歉.同行一生,是难能的缘分,共度一旅,也是一份可贵的纪念!!
爱情没有因果,爱情没有规则,爱情不分对错,爱情永不褪色.
爱情充满逻辑__或许!这就是爱情的逻辑.在所有的雨中,淋湿我的那一滴,才是真的雨!

Arghhh...

Today i not so convenient to move much
My leg is very pain
Twist my leg after playing basketball yesterday
Haiz..
So pain ah
I already massage it but like still no different
How much more pain killer i still need to eat?
I already eat a lot of it
I know i shoudn't eat so much but really pain until i can't hold on anymore
Really miss the time you help me massage my head when im headache
But now i have no chance to enjoy anymore
Nose bleeding all the time
Already enough ya
Make me very suffer
Face so hot
Head so pain
Blood keep come out
Arghh...
I want to give up ah...

Suffering now

Suffering now
Is this because it become more worst?
I really so suffer
I really can't hold on anymore
But i really miss and love you vincy
I still wish to have you again in my life
You are my motivation to keep move on
You are my light in the dark
Lead me to a better way
Tiring now
Is this because i need face exam again?
I really tired
I really need more time to rest and calm down
You navigate me to our future
Navigate me to better future

If i have to choose

If i have to choose between loving you and breathing
I would use my last breathe to say I LOVE YOU,Vincy
I would use my last breathe to say I LOVE YOU FOREVER EVER
Hope i can care and love you with all of my time i have

Hope you understand me

Sorry because disturb you sleep
I really not sure do he treat you good?
If he really don't treat you good
Please let me know
Do you know im still very love you?
Do you know im still very care you?
Do you know im still very worry you?
Do you know im still wish to protect you?
Do you know i really scared you will get hurt?

I really hope you understand all
Even if he treat you good also i wish to be with you again
Because i already promise to myself and god
If im given another chance
Sure i will treat you better than last time
Because you forever is my babe in my life in my heart
Im really serious for that
Even now im sick but also i wish to be with you
Even im now more and more serious also i wish to be with you
Because you are my only regret
Because you are the only treassure i want to have for my entire life
Nothing is valuable than you
You are priceless in my heart
You are my princess
I wish im still your prince
I will do whatever you ask me to do
Im still waiting for you babe vincy
I love you

Love will never fade

I can pretent in whatever thing i need to face
I will do my best to settle all of my thing secretly
I will never let people around me to worry
Expecially you vincy
I don't know what your feeling after know this
But i really wish you can be calm
I don't want you to be sad or hurt
Because i love and care you

I never pretend the feeling to you
For me im very sure that i love and care you
There is no reason for why i so love you
Even myself also can't give any explaination
I just know i love you vincy forever ever
This is the love i will never have with others besides you
The love i have to you will never fade no matter how long times had gone

What is Love and Like..

Like-maybe just because everything he had did to you
Love-will never think or mind whatever you had did for him

Like-maybe just because his personality is good
Love-will never mind even his personality is very bad

Like-will advice him not to go out when rainning
Love-will willing to accompany him when rainning

Like-maybe just because of his good thing
Love-will willing to accept all of his bad thing

Like-maybe because he willing to be your listener
Love-will accept what ever blamming on you from him

Like-maybe need 1000 of reasons
Love-no need any reason at all

Like=a little bit love
Love= deep deep like

My answer is love
I love vincy forever
Not because of anything
Just because is you vincy

My heart will always be with you

I not sure don you now still very happy and xingfu?
But i feel you not so happy now
Because he like not so care about you at all
Always left you alone
I know you don't like this kind of feeling
same as me here
I also don't like to being left alone
We both also love people to care and love
I just want you know no matter what had happen
My heart will always be with you
No matter what happen also will never change my heart to you
I also don't know why im so crazy with you
There is no other reason except i really love you
I know i maybe not so serious in relationship before with you
But you enlighten my life my dream my world
At that moment im sure that you are my forever beloved
At that moment im sure that you are my true love
At that moment im sure that you are my everything
Nobody is perfect in this world
But for me you are totally perfect
I never have this feeling before
You are the only one who bring me to colourful world
You are the my only one
When i 1st know you
Im sure that you are Mrs Right
Im sure that i will only want you for rest of my life
I love you since Jan 2008
Until now im still i love you
That why i can wait you last time
That why i can wait you now
I don't care to wait how long
But for me you are worth for me to sacrifice all of my thing
No matter how also i will never regret
Because i know if i can't fight more to have you again sure i will regret for my entire life
Even if one day i really put you down
Doesn't mean i don't love you anymore
But i feel you already get someone who really good to you and can promise your future
So how suffer or hurt also i must let you go
And wish for your luck
And wish for your happiness
And i will secrectly hide aside to look after you
And i will never look for other babe in my life
Even if i really have other babe in my life
For sure there is nobody will as important as you
For sure there is nobody can replace your position in my heart

I know now i maybe can't give you more promise due to certain reason
But i will still use full of my time to love and care you
Because you are vincy
Because you are my true love and beloved
This is my faith to you
This is my faith to care and love someone in my life
Even maybe there is no result in the end but also is my faith to sacrifice myself
Im loyal and honest to you all the time
I also very stuborn to wait for something impossible
But for me there is nothing is impossible
But this is one of my characteristic
How also i will never regret because the one im waiting to is you vincy

I just want you know even there is many unhappy thing happen to you
I also will be here to be your listener
I will try my best to advice you
I will try my best to care you
I will try my best to cheer you up
Even there is many thing happen
Also i will do my best to help you settle
I don't care how many time,money and energy to help you
But also i will never complaint
But also i will never feel tired
But also i will never feel stress
But also i will never regret
Because i love you

Nomatter how also im still waiting for you
I welcome you back to myside again anytime you like
I welcome you back to myside again when you feel not happy outside
I welcome you back to myside again when you had play enough
Nomatter what reason also i welcome
I don't care if you not so love and care me as old time
But i know im still love and care you as last time
But i promise i will do more perfect than last time
So i will be good to care and protect you
I really wish i can make you be happy for your entire life