Think

• 12-01-2009
• 1700
• I been think And think for many many time since i know thos news.I still feel so damn pain and sad when each time i think back.But i must recover my wound as soon as possible.I already almost back malaysia to accompany babe.Even just a short winter break but i aprreciate each holiday i can back to babe side.I really do...
• I really enjoy and happy when i can meet my lovely babe.Im feel so sweet and happy since the first day i know babe from zorpia.I love you when i know you.Just i got no courage to tell you.
• Until now we already be togather for 9month3weeks6days.This is my longest relationship and i wish this is my last relationship
• I already meet my true love.I really care and love and miss my babe.Wvwn we are having a long distance relationship but i dont mind.I just wish to have my entire life with my lovely babe until last breathe
• Maybe im playboy for other people.But im really loyal to babe.I want stick with babe forever.Nomatter how also cant seperate us away from each other.Even distance also not the excuse.
• Sorry because make babe so damn lonely.I feel so damn lonely to be alone in China.But i always put babe in my heart.I will never ever do something something hurt babe because i know babe been hurt deeply before.I don want babe get hurt anymore.I will so hurt as well.I know how the feel since i experience it before.Even if im going to experience this again also i wont going to blame anybody since mostly is my fault.I know im not a caring guy.Im very so selffish.Do or say whatever i want without care babe feeling.I know im so bad.Im sorry babe.I promise to change but i still fail to change anything.I just will keep giving excuse.I will just keep ask for more time.I know babe keep torelate with my bad attitude and bad temper.This time no matter how also i must force myself to change.How hard also i must make it.Hope it is still not too late for me to do any changing.
• I wish babe can still wait for me.I really cant afford to lose babe.I will care and love babe more than what im doing now.I will control babe something but i wont going to force babe but will give babe more time to make a correct decision.Nomatter how also i will accept because babe are my lovely babe.Im so lucky to have babe as my deardear.
• I need to think way to make use to become sweet as last time.Dont want each time keep quarrel or sad.I dont want and dont like this kind of feeling at all.All my fault and my responsibility to make every changing.Because babe are more important than any single of my thing in my life.
• Even if babe want my life also i willing to give.I can do whatever babe want.I can do whatever babe ask.Because i just want babe to be happy and warm and xingfu all the time

I LOVE YOU BABE
I MISS YOU BABE

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

From your beloved shazhu.....