Nothing except tired

Im really tired
I keep make myself tired
I keep make self have not much time and energy to think
So i try to play basketball more
Each time play few hour
After that sure tired
Then i sure can sleep good
But still will get shock for few times
The time i back malaysia is about 68kg
I think i now less than 65kg
What to do...
Been 1 month already also i can't be recover
While im so hurt and sad here
But you are so happy and xingfu there
Is good for you too
Since you not deserve to get hurt and sad